tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62178905896423771152024-03-05T13:11:20.007+08:00Kehidupan Seorang HawaPerjalanan kehidupan sebagai seorang hawa menuju Maha Penciptalifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.comBlogger168125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-50341325356252233062020-05-25T19:21:00.001+08:002020-05-25T19:21:17.781+08:001st Day Eid 2020Assalamualaikum and hi..<div><br /></div><div>Todau is the first day of Syawal and marked the first time i celebrate raya without my family..huu.. I don't feel like raya at all..it feels plain and empty and none.</div><div><br /></div><div>I do video call with my family in the morning..and my mom and dad called me first to wish Selamat Hari Raya..huu..the sadness already gone..just heartless..feeling happy that my family wish me first in the morning..huuu</div><div><br /></div><div>After done vc with my family, i go visit H's family..he picked me up and we go to his house by grab and he paid also.. everything was okay until i ask him to change his dp with our pic. I also stayed at his house until maghrib. We perform solat maghrib together with his family, his cousin, abg saudara become the imam. The food was nice and warm my heart.. I got to eat lemang..</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCvcESQZQwWUv54YKicXlwqIYjYWM6r0Sk_m_GkofdRLWwYZQLGEiiI72i_qGIgJCpqIaY2bMl1fCBTE40BPC7GKfQuRk-i4wJNueNGOiUzB4wyjeI-u7QExAohrxrNIQi8UPc_89gBDYJ/" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3000" data-original-width="4000" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCvcESQZQwWUv54YKicXlwqIYjYWM6r0Sk_m_GkofdRLWwYZQLGEiiI72i_qGIgJCpqIaY2bMl1fCBTE40BPC7GKfQuRk-i4wJNueNGOiUzB4wyjeI-u7QExAohrxrNIQi8UPc_89gBDYJ/s320/IMG_20200525_191728.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">the lemang and chicken rendang</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8erw3VcaIoto4ClwgGz-XIw19CthEHPgLnl5xWRKniaP2fQZ_QyiIkqYSKnbIr8oJJ8epR7cO29-pBgdYCv9qVT4FZ0onhw8VfzSD65Az3B7AE23a8lTovFYDOU_Yug-zmThAQMTpZkc3/" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2627" data-original-width="1800" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8erw3VcaIoto4ClwgGz-XIw19CthEHPgLnl5xWRKniaP2fQZ_QyiIkqYSKnbIr8oJJ8epR7cO29-pBgdYCv9qVT4FZ0onhw8VfzSD65Az3B7AE23a8lTovFYDOU_Yug-zmThAQMTpZkc3/s320/IMG_20200525_192022.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">pic of him</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Then, after a while, i went home. He sent me by grab and ride home with his motorcyle. Then i ask him to change pic and he refused saying that i shouldn't ask him to do what he dislike. I feel like being betrayed. That is how i feel after his respond. I feel insecure and hated myself. I feel like there's lots of things that we don't have the same thought. I feel disturbed for a while and i ignored him.</div><div><br /></div><div>We are so different. He don't like me touching his handphone, but due to his past mistakes, now i can touch his phone. He got so many secrets and didn't share with me. I got confused either i should stay or end it..hmm</div><div><br /></div><div>I am writing to ease how i feel right now.</div><div><br /></div><div>#iaminkl #rayainkl2020</div>lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-78038902151486921982020-05-17T21:39:00.000+08:002020-05-17T21:39:19.344+08:00WorkDear my blog..so long till last time i wrote here...i am so missing u..<div><br /></div><div>still in kl..</div>lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-47941370459933447182018-04-12T12:36:00.000+08:002018-04-12T12:36:02.574+08:00220318 Touring KL with lovely Ain Damia<br />
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<span lang="EN-US">Hi harry, on my last day off which is on Thursday, I
had been going out with the lovely ain. I ddn’t go to my sister’s house because
she went back to Terengganu for school holiday and I am super duper jealous of
her…huu…so I am alone hereby myself.. so I had decided to go out with ain to go
sight seeing at KL eventhough I am not feeling too well.. I had diarrhea, a bad
one and also a headache..huu… but due to I need to learn to take on lrt which is a public transport since i don't have my own transports and it is easier and much cheaper, so I
decided to learn from ain..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">We went by ktm and we choose the hop and off
bus..these all are the picture taken during the tour..hahah..i am so shocked to
know that ain is someone that so into taking pictures,,ahah..she tooks picture
everywhere..haha..so glad I know her..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br />lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-19148518996284143732018-04-12T10:24:00.002+08:002018-04-12T10:24:53.599+08:003rd job<br />
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<span lang="EN-US">Hi, it has been like forever since the last day I
posted on my blog. I am currently in KL and to be specific in Mid Valley
Megamall. I worked here for almost 4 months now and time sure flies so fast.
This is my third job and that’s why the title above is “3<sup>rd</sup> Job”. So
far, I feel happy and good working here. I worked in a place that I never
imagined, in a mall. I see so many people everyday and there’s nothing special
about working in a mall and in KL because I had already get used to it.
Furthermore I am not the shopping type person. So it feels normal and ordinary
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<span lang="EN-US">This new job gave me lots of new experience, I get to
meet diversity of people everyday, 90% of them are foreigner. Some are very
nice and well-mannered and there were also some that is so rude and deserve a
word of wisdom..hahah..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">At first, I don’t really understand what my job scope
is but after being here for four months, I finally get it. It is totally weird
if I still don’t understand my job scope after four months working , right? This
job is very far different from what I studied in university. I studied
dietetics but I worked as admin in retail industry. I am trying and giving my
best for this job because I had my aim, my aim is to work here at least 1 year
before I switched to another job before i really searched for a job that is my
passion. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Actually, to be honest, I am not yet sure what is my
passion is…..i do love dietetic but I am not confident enough to be one
dietitian or even nutritionist. There are job vacancies that I can apply but I
just don’t go for it. I am confused and not confident in myself and so lazy to
start studying again..hahaha<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">For now, I must start learning again or should I say
I should refresh my minds again.. I must to because I need it so that I can
feel that I do achieve something in my life..that’s all for now, harry..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">January 11, 2018<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">~in the middle of sadness..huuu<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-20136873299015079202017-06-04T12:55:00.002+08:002017-06-04T12:55:24.811+08:00choices..Assalamualaikum inche blog and hi..<br />
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i feel like i want to write something here to get it off my chest..<br />
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i had choices but every choices i made tells me to just go for it but sometimes i am confused..<br />
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i got a job finally after waiting for so long..but my heart really don't feel it beacuse it was too far from home..but still i am happy just thinking about all stuff like house rent and transport make me feel sad and stressful...<br />
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i am praying that everything will go smoothly and i always believe in ALLAH swt more than i believe in myself...<br />
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a single post about how my life had been going on..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So many things
happen after I finished my studies..a start of a new journey..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Okay, </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">I did get a job
after finished study and returned home safely.. I finished study around July
2016, stayed at home for two months, finished taking my driver licenses and
finally I get a job on October 2016 at my hometown.. I guess I am lucky..huuu</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">How I get the
job..? It was so unexpected moment, after few days I get my license, I went
around looking for a job, part-timer and others available job at my hometown..i
did apply for job online, but because I didn’t had my convocation yet at that
moment so it was hard for me to find a job suits my education level..so I
thought I would grab any job opportunities..hehe.. I was happy actually at that
moment..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So I came across
a pizza hut store there saying in need of new part-time worker, so I walk in
and ask for the job.. I ask a few questions and fill in a form then submit to
worker there.. At that moment it was BRO who was there. He seems nice to me (at
that moment la). So I thought that the workers there was nice..my first
impression. He was so nice because he did answer all my questions, the stupid
one, the honest one. So, after asking and chat a little bit, then I leave.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">The next day, I
got a call asking me to go for interview at the store around 5 pm. So, I go and
to be short, I got the job. My first official job as pizza hut crew in my own
hometown. I did have a job before this but it was not that official. So I feel
happy and relieved because finally I had a job. I started working the next two
days..hehe..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">At first, it was
so awkward because I didn’t really know them and all the pizza toppings..forget
to mention, my job is as back of head, which is kitchen. I made pizza and all
the toppings preparations. It was hard for me at first, but now I am good at
all of it. Actually, I can do everything, cashier, kitchen and
cleaning..haha..I am already working for about 8 months now. So I am quite
master in everything but still few things that I didn’t do such as gas
changing..haha..that is men’s work, so would not do it..haha..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">As for my
coworkers, I had 1 manager, 2 assist manager and one full time worker and
another 4 part-timer just like me. After few months passed, I don’t have
awkward feeling towards them but the respect still exist..hehe.. to be honest I
become more closer to them day by day because I slowly get to know them much
better..haha…the malas one, the hardworking one, the slow one.. I also get to
know the one that I meet for my first impression. And actually he is way older
than me, and that’s why they call him BRO as ‘abang’. He is 30. Haha..i was
shocked first when I know that. Then, there is apih, ila, mamat and aman. To be
honest, they are super nice and super bad sometimes,,haha..and they are so
‘kuat mengata aka mengumpat’..haha..but I guess it is normal like that..hahah</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Working at
pizza, you’ll learn to do things fast, especially pizza making because pizza is
also a fast food restaurant. The guarantee time for customer is only 10 minutes
if the amount of pizza is 1 or 2 but if customer had more than 2 orders, so the
time increased. It is actually depends on the pizza and also the side orders.
It was a new experience to me and I like it. It helps me to works and finished
my job faster. Besides, I also need to have typhoid injection and ‘sijil
penyediaan makanan’. I already got both of it, so I got to save my money.hahahhahah..so
it is good actually to really use my sijil and my typhoid..so it would not be
waste to me. Besides, I always want to try working in fast food restaurant,
then I got to work in pizza hut eventhough..it was all in ALLAH SWT plan..i am
grateful enough that I can earn my own money without troubling my family
especially my father..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Last but not
least, working always had ups and down..sometimes happy and some other time
stressfull..hahaha</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So these are the
team and my colleagues..these pictures are taken during our small
gathering..’makan-makan’..actually it has been few times I got makan-makan
since I worked there..so it is really great for me because I did made few
friends..working friends..heheh…</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">I am thankful
enough for what I had…thanks My Creator, ALLAH SWT..</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">May 4, 2017</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">~while watching Hindustan story.. <3 span=""></3></span></div>
lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-84576144072949865922016-08-13T04:27:00.002+08:002016-08-13T04:27:30.993+08:00Lelaki macam dia<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-US">Assalamualaikum inche
blog..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Ok, tajuk di atas adalah based on
tv drama yg saya tengok hari ni. Quite surprised saya bole layan sampai
habis..sebab saya adalah kaki cerita korea..dan sekarang saya tengah tunggu ‘scarlet
heart, Goryeo sbb cerita ni baekhyun berlakon dan juga Hwarang sbb citer ni bts
v aka taehyung berlakon. So, I really can’t wait for the drama..heheh..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Kembali pada tajuk balik..lelaki
macam dia..cerita ni masih lagi on going, so still tak tahu lagi ending macam
mana, but as usual rasanya memang happy ending cuma the way towards the happy
ending is what we are waiting..the storyline..so, last episode yg saya tengok
tadi adalah di mana heroin pergi ke persiapan majlis tunang hero…so, sedih la
perasaan si heroin sbb tak dapat bertunang dengan hero but heroin tuh cam bodoh
jugak sbb pergi persiapan majlis tuh..dah tahu hati sakit, sedih, kecewa,
patutnya tak payah la pergi kan..tapi dah ceritanya camtuh..tapi takpe sebab
bukan episode last lagi, sbb bila sampai episode last, mesti hero akan bersama
heroin jugak kan..so just wait for the last episode..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Kalau saya lah,saya cuma akan
doakan dari jauh je tuk lelaki yang pernah saya suka tuh..semoga dia bahagia
bersama dengan insan pilihan hatinya aka jodoh dia..sbb saya tahu saya pon tak
kuat, takut kalu perasaan tuh ada lagi..actually bagus jugak pergi majlis dia,
sbb maybe masa tuh baru rasa segala harapan tuh dah tak ada and in my case, it
was never there..it was just me and my own feeling..he was never having the
same feeling just like me..it is not that, I wait for him, it is just I don’t
open my heart for anyone..being in love is not what I want anymore..watching
him happy maybe…ahhaha.. actually cam sadis pulak love story saya..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So, my previous love story “sibajubiru”,
recently, I text him, got the courage..haha..and now I know that he’s
taken..so, I guess my heart feel good, I just need to wait for him to get
settle down..it is just like waiting your son getting married…haha…ok, maybe my
heart’s lying, I don’t know for sure but the excitement waiting for his reply
was not there anymore..maybe because I know he’s taken..so, now I would never
text him anymore..the way he reply the text was like trying to say that ‘I should
stop texting him’..he quickly reply that ‘dah ada pilihan hati’..so I understand
that, so I won’t bother him anymore..i should just delete his contact
number..but when I think again, maybe I should keep it for now because network
is important..ahahha..so, the end of my love story…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Actually, I text him and wished
him happy birthday because I dream of him these day but only one time..in the
dream, he asked a lot about me, but it was just only a dream, in real life, he
was never curious about my life…and the thought of never meeting him gave me
the courage..hee..i would never meet him, why would I be feeling awkward or
shy..so, I text him and the end..hahah<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So, for lelaki macam dia “sibajubiru”,
he is no longer in my life, actually was quite a long time, since exo come into
my life, he was already out, but I keep him because he is my friend..i hope and
wish you all the happiness and success in life with your love ones..take care
sibajubiru..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So, for lelaki macam dia, tv
drama, I will watch the last episode..hehe…hopefully it is good, nice and warm
ending..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-39545012644159962022016-07-29T13:27:00.003+08:002016-07-29T13:27:28.289+08:00Moments during Degree years, Final Year (PPG)<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">
Assalamualaikum inche blog....</div>
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<span lang="EN-US">PPG had been
named by my closest friend, Akma salleh. Honestly, at first I didn’t really
like the name but I just accept it because I’m not that creative to think of
another name..haha<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">So who is PPG
members? So, the members are the one with the diploma holder in my class. I guess
that how we become close with each other. With the same age, you can talk more
freely and without the “kak” in front of your name, you will become more
comfortable with each other.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">PPG is actually
what we called as my gang during my degree. Gang means group of friends, you talk, play,
study, housemate and others all together. So here they are..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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stand for perempuan-perempuan gila..haha..how could him..haha..but such funny thing
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Thanks for being
my friend during my degree years. Thanks a millions times..hahah..because I had
learned a lot from them..hopefully we will ever meet again chingoo yah...annyeong
PPG..</div>
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<span lang="EN-US">July 29, 2016<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Assalamualaikum
inche blog…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">It has been a
very long time since I wrote here…I miss you a lot but I’ve got no idea about
what to write and lately my skill in writing had degrading..haha..the feeling
of writing was not there..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Today I would
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generation. Why chee5e? Haha..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">In my university
association, which is NADA we had been requested to name our batch with food
and due to my batch are the fifth batch we had decided to name it as Chee5e.
Eventhough cheese had been known not too healthy food but it was one of the
sources of protein. Thus, if we took it in controlled amount, it won’t become
unhealthy food to us. So, Chee5e is a good name. It is delicious and everybody
loves it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Annual Grand Dinner 2016 had been organized for us,
so here I am with my classmate on 15<sup>th</sup> of July 2016 with the theme Hawaian,
NADA Ohana Luau at De Palma Hotel, Shah Alam.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">During this Pra
Graduan Night, not many of my classmates come due to their own personal
reasons. People have their own space and we should respect it, so it doesn’t
matter to me. This was held at Centro Grand Imperial Ballroom, Klang. It was
nice aura, knowing that Uni celebrate the last moment in your study. It was
held on 22<sup>nd</sup> of July, in the middle of Finishing School Module, so
it does feel that you are graduating. I like the feeling..hahah..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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been informed that only a few universities had done this Finishing School
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<span lang="EN-US" style="text-align: justify;">Actually this
module did teach us a lot about job hunt, interview and also resume. So, thanks
my uni. </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; text-align: justify;">J</span></div>
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These may and
may not be the last moments we are together as cheese. The convocation is the
next year, so it is a long way before me meet or we may not meet again. I hope
and wish for the best for all of you. Till we met again classmate..</div>
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<span lang="EN-US">July 29, 2016<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">~still writing resume<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">The post before this is going
down memory lane but now, I want to talk about my dreams and fantasies..haha..i
call all of this as dreams and fantasies because it was too good to be true.
And It takes real destiny “takdir” for it to become true and reality.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">My first dream…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">I dream to meet an architect and
fall in love and get married to him and have my dream house as a present. It
would be very lovable for me. Having my own dream house built by someone so
dearly to me. If I did become one of the health professional, I want to meet
him as my client or patient. Someone that I care and treat to become better. I
guess I had been watching too much korean drama, so I dreamt to meet my love
like that. A drama meeting..hahhaa…so much fantasies..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">In real life, for me, falling in
love is very hard, I guess only “sibajubiru” is successful in entering my
heart. So far, for now, I guess I can’t be a health professional yet, I had so
mush to much to learn and too much that I need to remember…huuu..but I won’t
give up. I did study 4 years in dietetics, so it is such a waste if I didn’t
work in that field. So, if my dream comes true, I would be very happy. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">In my imagination, an architect
would be like matlutfi, kind, full of sense of humor, handsome and cute and
also someone who is Islamic. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">My second dream…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">All my friend said that this is
really a fantasies..hahah.. I dream to meet a korean idol, which is someone who
can sings, dance and plays music instruments very well..and now I am a fan of
BTS..BangtanSeonyungdan..haha,,this season and semester I am in love with their
songs. They are so much younger than me in age. I like them, because they made
their own music and songs and they tried so hard until their music is being
recognized by the world. I am impressed with their hardwork. I want to work as
hard as them to achieve my dreams. So one day, I want to go to their fan
signing event and have a picture with them. My impossible dream is to become
their noona and become their family and friends,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Sometimes, I do dream to have a
husband like them, handsome and talented but if I have a husband like them, I
would not live in peace because there would be too many fans in their
life..hmm..so I guess my dreams stops at being their friends.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">But if I am able to meet them,
maybe I would not become too impressed with their handsomeness. Some people
said, the stars looks very beautiful because it is far away but if it is near
us, maybe it would not very beautiful. But still if I had the chance to have
someone like that as my husband, I would be very grateful. He can sings to me
when I’m stressed, play music to me, sings my favourite songs..the only lacking
which is the important one is he is not
Islamic. So, the dream is very impossible to become true so it become
fantasies.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">So, the dream can still be
achieved if I want to meet them during fan signing. But, the effort must be
large because to meet them is very hard, and until the time I can meet them,
maybe at that time, they are not famous like now..so I hope one day I can
achieve that dream..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">The end for my dream now..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Sometimes, people dream something
that is impossible to achieve so that they have the courage and put more effort
in achieving it. So the dream become possible to achieve..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">I can dream having them in my
life but as long as they are idol, I guess their life belong to the public.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Life is not fantasies, it is
reality…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">#dreams #BTS #midsembreak<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">~dreaminginlife</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Assalamualaikum…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Ok, this time, I will wrote in
malay plus english.. sy dah lama giler tak menulis di blog ni..nak kata busy
sgt, busy sgt2 sebab dah tahun akhir, tapi if the passion to write tuh tak ada
still xleh nak write jugak.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Seminggu cuti semester ni, I have
decided that I won’t go home to my hometown. I stay with one of my housemate.
If all of them going home, I guess I will go home too because I am a bit scared
to stay alone in my rent house. I do miss my hometown because it has been a
long time but thinking all of the tutorial, assignments and all of the papers
that I need to finished and submit, so I’ve decided to stay in palam finishing
all of it. Once I go home, I won’t be able to do all of that because being
home, meaning free of all assignment…haha..that kind of feeling of holiday, not
doing anything, just rest and lazy around..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">First day<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Jadi, cuti hari pertama sy di
rumah sewa, sy telah menonton drama melayu tajuk “aku bukan buaya”. Citer ni agak jiwang, so banyak lagu-lagu
melayu yang agak jiwang contohnya lagu hafiz, tapi sy tak ingt pulak
tajuk..haha…ingt suara hafiz je..dan sy sendiri tak percaya sy boleh stay tgok
cter ni..hmm..sy bertahan sebab citer ni byk sgt lagu-lagu yang sy
suka..hehe..lagu afghan..tetiba sy nak tgok pulak cter ni..lagu jodoh pasti
bertemu. Dan sy berjaya habiskan tgok drama ni sampai habis. As always, the
drama have happy ending. Ok la drama ni bg sy..takla best sgt sbb typical malay
drama. In real life, rasanya tak mungkin terjadi kot..haha..i don’t believe in
drama and fantasies.hehe<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">The thing about myself, bila sy
dengar lagu jiwang ni, sy akan teringat kisah-kisah zaman dahulu kala
sy..hahah..sy tak banyak pengalaman jatuh cinta sbb saya sendiri pon tak tahu
cinta tuh macam mana..tapi dalam hidup sy, jatuh cinta tuh pernah sy rasa sbb
bagi sy cinta tuh bila sy inginkan yang terbaik untuk org tuh..sy jatuh cinta
dgn org yang sy tak pernah jangka..sy mungkin sukakan dia, sayangkan dia,
cintakan dia..semuanya mungkin..hahaha<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Semasa sy dalam proses sukakan
‘dia’ tuh, nama dia selalu ada dalam doa sy..kadang-kadang bila sy sedih, atau
stress, dia akn muncul dalam mimpi sy, buatkan sy mampu tersenyum dalam keadaan
yg stress.. sy tak tahu knp sy sgt suka doakan dia, Allah swt kata, jika kita
sukakan seseorang, kita doakan yg terbaik untuk dia. Sepanjang dia di sana, sy
selalu doakan dia. Hoping the best for him and let him always in the right
path. Sy panggil dia “sibajubiru” sbb one of my friend called him
that..haha..Actually, he looks very nice wearing blue colour of baju melayu.
That is why he is named as “sibajubiru”.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Lama-kelamaan, hati sy makin
sembuh, nama ‘dia’ tak lagi berada dalam doa sy. Kita tak boleh sukakan manusia
lebih daripada kita sukakan ALLAH SWT. Mungkin hati sy dah sembuh, sy tak lagi
sukakan dia..bila sy dengar he is good now. I guess I stop liking and just
wishing all the best for him. Sy gembira kenali dia sbb sy belajar, erti rindu,
erti sayang, erti inginkan yang terbaik untuk dia, erti tak kisah bila dia tak
pernah sukakan sy. Dulu mungkin sy sedih dan kisah, tapi sekarang itu semua dah
tak penting. Zaman cintan-cintun ni dah berlalu dalam hidup sy. The phase is
gone already..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Sekarang focus sy hanyalah untuk
habiskan belajar and contribute something to the community especially to my
family and loved ones.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">#sibajubiru #midsembreak<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">~first day mid sem break</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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and hi inche blog..it has been a while since the last post. Lately I am under
extreme discomfort and stress. I have been thinking too much and too hard. I guess
I think 200 miles ahead what happened now. I thought about all the consequences
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to overcome and actually run from all the stress, for this weekend, I’ve been
watching Korean drama entitled kill me heal me. It is a story about a man with
dissociative personality disorder also known as multiple personality disorder. As
I already know the plot, I was hoping the story to move faster but actually for
me, each episodes have their own strong part. I loved every episode starting
from episode one. And also for every episode, there is sadness. Sometimes it
overwhelmed me and I cry. This drama helps me tears down and release all the
unnecessary feeling I am having. The hero is ji sung and the heroin is hwang
jun eun if I didn’t misspelled their name. their chemistry is very good and I liked
it so much.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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story evolved from a rich heirs who had this disorder and gets help from a
psychiatrist doctor as the heroin. The hero is cha do hyun and the heroin is oh
ri jin. I feel very sorry for cha do hyun because he seems so lonely and he got
no one he can talk to. Meanwhile, oh ri jin is a very bright and happy
personality. Quite the opposite. I love this drama more than “Hyde, Jekyl Me”. This
story is more real and ji sung acts so cool for each of the character. Suddenly
I loved ji sung.hahaha.. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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the drama I’ve learned a lot about how this disorder develops and by healing
all the personality heart, this disorder can be cured. As a friend or a person
closed, we should never let our friend lose their hope or let them let go the
rope. We should always have their back and support them. The second hero also
was very cool, as always the second hero is always the support one but in this
drama there is no triangle love between the second hero and the heroin. So I am
quite impressed. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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story continues as cha do hyun realize oh ri jin is the key to cure his
disorder amd eventually oh ri jin is the reason he split his personality. Thus
in the end, oh ri jin helps with the scattered puzzle and he is cured. The love
line in this drama is also different from any drama that I had watched. Both cha
do hyun and oh ri jin don’t say by words that they loved each other but they
expressed it with their action. Thus, this drama is not very childish about
pupply love and so on. It shows how strong they are connected with each other
and how it develops pure love. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Apart
from that, there is no ‘tarik tali’ between the main leads. So I liked it. It was
honest and true to each other, they expressed what they feel and go for it. The
whole story mostly about the personality that cha do hyun had. It was very
funny when ahn yo na appears, dangerous but romantic when shin se gi appears,
suicidal thought when ahn yo sub appears, elderly character when perry park
appears, cute and childhood memories when
nana @ cha do hyun small appears and mysterious but unharmed when Mr.X
appears. It was very nice watching all the personality and each character
appears.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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gave me thought how I should appreciate being who I am. I am thankful though
for My Creator for always be with me so that I can bears all the pain. But for
this drama cha do hyun can’t bears the pain alone causing him to split and
create his own personality that can helps him bears the pain. Korean drama
always taught me something about life, don’t give up life so easily, trust our
own ability and make the best out of nothing.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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been watching this drama for two consecutive day..hee..keep replaying the part
that I loved..hee..then, after two days, I’ve start doing my assignment. Hopefully
I can survived this semester and keep going until the end of my journey. I can’t
wait for the end but nervous about what is along the road. Would I be ok if I stumble
and cry? Can’t I fight back and keep moving?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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future is very unpredictable and fragile, what we did today may or may not
determine yesterday. So, we must always be prepared to face it as we don’t know
what could possibly happened next. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">For
now, take care!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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"some people learn from mistakes, but some aren't"</div>
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"sometimes when you think you know that person, you're wrong because people change through time"</div>
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"if you can have negative thoughts about me, why can't I, it is a decision"</div>
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"why you want to know how I feel, when you never tell me yours"</div>
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"why you questioning my act , when I never questioning yours"</div>
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"how long can you keep it until you lose it while your heart no longer in it"</div>
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"why questioning the change of heart when you can't never control it"</div>
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"why questioning the past when you can't never change it"</div>
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"why gave forgiveness, when your heart can't truly accept the fact"</div>
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"why seek forgiveness, when you don't truly feel the guilty of what you did"</div>
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"why need a reason, when you can't see and accept it, it'll become an excuse"</div>
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"when you think negative all the time, all you see is black even though it's white"</div>
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"when life hit you hard, be soft and tough, so you won't break in the middle of road"</div>
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"there's something need to be keep hidden for the sake of something"</div>
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"some people traumatized due to extreme experiences"</div>
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"you don't wears my shoes and I don't wears yours, so don't judge and upset if my opinion is differ from you"</div>
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"you had your secrets, my secrets mine"</div>
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"having trust is part of relationship"</div>
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"trust strengthen the relationship, if you don't have one, yours is fragile"</div>
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"respect is earned, trust is build"</div>
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"the way you see him is not the way I saw him"</div>
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"not important to you but valuable to me"</div>
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"if you know someone pretending, you know it because you are a good 'pretender' or 'fakers'"</div>
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"don't you think, it's rude to say someone is not sincere enough?"</div>
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"so, are you the one that is the most sincere person among us all"</div>
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"when people don't include you, how can they say you're isolating when they're the one doing the 'excluding stuff""</div>
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"if you won't take in my hand, why would I reach out my hand for you?"</div>
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"useless and waste of time doing"</div>
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"I don't asked for your understanding, just a little respect and accepting my decisions"</div>
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"people always have reason why they do, but do they need to reveal the reason just to make you satisfied?"</div>
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"have you ever thought that, they maybe don't want to share the reason to you?"</div>
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"do you like being pushed for something you don't like"</div>
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"people only share what they feel with someone they comfortable enough to talk"</div>
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"I don't mind if I am not the one you're comfortable enough to share you secrets, you have your choice"</div>
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"everyone had the choice, so do I"</div>
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"everyone had secrets, secrets shared with family, secrets shared with closed friends, secrets shared with friends and secrets only you yourself know"</div>
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"it's written in your face, you don't like it, but still I thought positive of you. I am not foolish, I'm just being optimistic"</div>
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"it helps you keep going even the path keep hurting yours"</div>
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lifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-39811972076727186432015-03-13T14:22:00.000+08:002015-03-13T14:22:07.861+08:00Throughout the life<div style="text-align: center;">
Assalamualaikum ince blog..</div>
Too much things happen but today i want to tell you how i have been thinking..<br />
Bila waktu susah sesorang itu tidak bersama kita, adakah wajar untuk kita bergantung harap padanya lagi bila kita susah, bila kita perlukan teman untuk berbicara. Maka, bila itu terjadi, saya tidak lagi mengharap dia berkata, "awak ok ke?nak saya tolong tak?". Dengan sendirinya saya faham, saya tak bole berkongsi rasa dan berharap dia akan cuba memahami saya. Saya tak perlu lagi berharap pada satu pengharapan palsu. Saya penat, maka saya cari seseorang yang bole membantu saya tak kira masa bila saya perlukan pertolongan. Hanya dia yang bertanya,"awk ok ker? Sy bole tolong awak kalau awk nak". Maka, bila saya rasa amat dan perlukan pertolongan dari seorang insan, saya akan minta pertolongan dari dia.<br />
Sepanjang saya di palam, bagi saya ini adalah masalah yang sy perlu berkongsi walaupun pada luaran, saya nampak ok.<br />
Pertama, waktu laptop sy rosak, saya sedih sangat sampai sy bole tertido sambil menangis. Saya tak tahu mahu minta pertolongan siapa sbb bagi sy bila laptop sy rosak, sy seperti kehilangan seorang kawan dekat. Tak ada sesiapa pon tanya saya, "awk nak baiki tak laptop awak? Sy knal tempat baiki laptop yg elok." Saya pendam semuanya sendiri, saya berusaha sendiri untuk baiki laptop sy. Akhirnya sy dapat juga baiki laptop sy, syukur sgt2. Bila laptop sy da siap, barula sy tahu yang bole baiki dgn tehnician uitm, tu pon sy tahu bila kawan sy yang tadi beritahu pada sy bila saya merungut padanya tentang harga format laptop. Sy tak beritahu padanya laptop sy rosak. Salah sy sbb tidak beritahu padanya terlebih awal. Sy cuma merungut pada orang sekeliling sy, tpi mereke langsung tidak memberitahu saya soal itu. Hanya bila sy beritahu yg sy patut format dgn uitm, barulah mereka kata mereka da lame tahu cuma tak beritahu pada sy. Waktu itu, hati sy sangat terkilan, sy berkata dalam hati, inikah yang dinamakan kwn? Tapi, lama-lama sy anggap ini takdir dan sy positifkan diri, mungkin mereka terlupa. Tak mengapa, lumrah manusia. Tak sesiapa perlu disalahkan cuma sy yg bersalah kerana menganggap mereka tempat sy bole bergantung harap. Ternyata mereka tidak. Salah saya sendiri mengharap terlalu tinggi.<br />
Kedua, semasa telefon sy hilang di airport, sy terkejut dan sedih tapi hati sy tenang. Air mata sy tidak menitik walau satu pon. Sampai skrg sy trauma bila hal melibatkan barang, terutamanya telefon. Selepas beberapa hari barulah sy bole menangis bila memirkan yang negatif tentang telefon itu, selepas harapan sy untuk menemui telefon itu sudah tiada, maka sy berserah. Waktu itu, sy sangat memerlukan kata-kata semangat dari orang yang paling hampir dgn sy tapi tiada sesiapa pon yang berkata atau menghulurkan bantuan "tak ape la awak, mungkin Allah swt ingin yang lebih baik untuk awak, jom, sy temankan awak cari telefon baru " Hanya kwn yg jauh kata begitu pada sy, masa itu sy rasa sgt terharu , ada lagi kwn yg prihatin dgn sy. Waktu itu jugalah semua perkara cuma diberitahu melalui wasep sbb baru permulaan semester. Tiada sesiapa inform pada sy, sedangkan sewaktu telefon sy hilang, satu kelas tahu. Orang yg paling hampir dengan sy pon tidak berkata apa- apa sehingga sy tahu sendiri dan semuanya sudah terlambat. Waktu itu sy sedar, sy tidak lagi bole bergantung harap pada sesiapa even orang yg paling hampir dengan sy sbb kita tak tahu sedekat mana dia dgn kita. Pandangan manusia itu berbeza. Sy pandang dia sebagai kwan paling dekat, tapi mungkin dia pandang sy cuma sekadar kawan biasa.<br />
Ada lagi satu masalah sy yg besar cuma ia terlalu peribadi untuk diluahkan disini.<br />
Setiap hari ada masalah baru cuma ini adalah masalah yg besar bagi sy yg membantu sy menilai sejauh mana nilai sy pada orang lain. Setiap pengalaman mematangkan kita dan kita ambil pengajaran bagi setiap peristiwa yang berlaku dalam hidup ini.<br />
Setelah berfikir panjang, sy membuat keputusan untuk tidak rapat lagi dengan sesiapa supaya sy tidak kecewa di kemudian hari. Sy jadikan diri sy seperti sy yang dulu, seorang yg pendiam dan sangat berahsia. Sy berubah supaya sy tidak lagi melukakan hati sy sendiri. Sy mahu hidup dalam dunia sy sendiri, bercakap hanya bila perlu sahaja supaya mereka tidak terluka dan sy juga tidak.<br />
Setiap orang punyai sebab jika dia berubah, dan sebab itu tak perlu diluahkan pada orang yang tidak memahami dan juga orang yg prejudis. Cuma sy mohon Allah swt kuatkanlah hati saya untuk melalui semua ini.<br />
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#rahsiahatisaya<br />
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I'm back in palam pursuing the dream..and when i took a bus coming here..i still feel a bit scared due to the accident thatvhad occured to me before..trauma i think.. I thought about lots of things and finally i managef to sleep..even when i travelled with my friend beside me, i still feel unsecure and uncomfortable thinking about sort of things that could ever happen..thankfully i am safely arrived here..pursuing and finishing what i have started..</div>
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Things will get better..i will get over this..</div>
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Thanks My Creator for always be with me..</div>
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#themeaningofalwaystogether</div>
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I learn that you can't expect others to understand you, so i learnt to understand myself...<br />
I learn that people don't always care about your feelings, so i learnt to put myself first and don't care about others feelings...<br />
I learn that people don't like critics about their favourite stuff or things, so i learnt to be quiet...<br />
I learn that you can't always depend on others, so i learnt to keep my problems only to my self...<br />
I learn that you can't also depend on your friends, so i learnt to stand on my own two feet...<br />
I learn that you can't always depend on your family, so i learnt not to share my problem with them and stand alone...<br />
I learn that your life and my life is different, so learnt to be open minded and not prejudice...<br />
I learn that things happen for a reason, so i learnt to be positive and patience..<br />
I learn that people always have their own reason for what they did, so i learnt to be more understanding about their situation...<br />
I learn that you don't judge a book by its cover, so i learnt not to be judgemental...<br />
I learn that people had their own secret that they don't share with anyone, so i learnt to respect them...<br />
I learn that childhood memories and also experiences can affect your currrent and future life, so i learnt to forget all the memories...<br />
I learn that life don' t always give what you want, so i learnt to be patient, not give up, be quiet and thankful for what we already had..<br />
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#learninghardthroughexperiences #thecolourfuloflife<br />
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sy rasa sayu mengenangkan Ramadhan yg telah pergi. Bolehkah sy bertemu dgn
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about SiBajuBiru again..i need to write it here because if I didn’t I’ll keep
thinking about it. These few months I’ve been trying to clean my heart from him
and I guess I succeed with baekhyun help. He helps me a lot in getting
sibajubiru out of my heart. Finally I managed to forget about him. Inche blog,
on the third day of hari raya I realized he had left a message, a hari raya
wish to me on my fb. He wished on the second day of hari raya this year. I am
very2 super shocked to see the message. I didn’t expect him to say hi to me
after a very long time. He is already in Malaysia now and I didn’t even wish
his birthday on the 23. I do remember but I didn’t wish his birthday because he
is no longer in my heart and I am trying to erase everything about him in my
heart. I am forgetting everything about him, all the memories about him.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">That’s
why I forget all the things about him because I don’t want him to be someone
special in my heart anymore. When I am ready to let go of him totally, there
are always something that will hold me back. These times, it is the wishes. I am
a type of person that always replied back if someone text or messaged me, how
come I can ignore his message. Each time he message me, I will always did
something that kinda stupid in my thought. This time, I ask for his whatsaps
because chatting through internet kinda slow. I am feeling so stupid after
asking his whatsaps. Asking for his whatsaps is like asking for his
number.huu.. its look like I am the one that really want to keep in touch with
him.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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a while, I did save the number he gave me in my phone but I didn’t sent any
whatsaps to him. I should take care of my pride. Sometimes I thought I could
just ignore him like he did to me but I can’t. Maybe there is still a little
bit of him in my heart. But I am determined to forget him totally and I will. I
guess even if I whatsaps he would just ignore me. I just knew that.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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my advice to me and to those who read this, don’t ever act foolishly in front
of the person you like because it will totally reflect what you actually have
in your heart. From now on, I need to become more heartless and less emotion so
that I would not easily be swayed by something like this anymore. However, he
is still my friend and I should treat him like one. He is no longer being
someone that is special to me. He is a friend. Sibajubiru is my old friend that
teaches me all sort of feeling. I am grateful knowing him. Thanks chingoo yah..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I would never wish his birthday after this, I would always remember his
birthday because the date is the same as my hijriah birthday, 23. 23/Safar/1412
AH is my birthday in Islamic calendar. I would never forget you sibajubiru. Kamsahamida
My Creator and him.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Months full of Barakah..</div>
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UKISSlifeasnfa.blogspot.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12752370217800737787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6217890589642377115.post-34664391206346077972014-06-09T16:46:00.002+08:002014-06-09T16:46:22.638+08:00LIFE<div style="text-align: center;">
Assalamualaikum inche blog....</div>
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today, my blog title just a cover to what i feel about life..<br />
it actually about who in your life..<br />
so, it is also about life..<br />
i really don't know how to express what i feel inside..<br />
i keep it inside of me until i feel my head and my heart like gonna burst...<br />
the only one that cross in my mind is ALLAH SWT...<br />
i don't really know who to tell to..<br />
i don't want to burden the people who cares about me...<br />
i just don't know how to take care of my own heart...<br />
there's storm in my heart right now...<br />
right now, my only hope is My Creator, the One who always patiently listen to what i want to say..<br />
harry is sick...i've got no one else to say aloud what i said...<br />
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i'm hoping harry will be ok soon enough...<br />
because when final week i feel most helpless..<br />
i need someone to patiently stay with me to the end...<br />
i am helpless right now...<br />
wish some miracle can happen in Syaaban or June..<br />
how i wish...<br />
there's rainbow after every rain...<br />
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~patience ....</div>
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I am writing this because i am tired and want to say something about my life as Nutrition and Dietetics Degree student. It was not a happy life but full of tiredness. sometimes feels like wannna passed out. I am going home today for a Gawai break eventhough I am not celebrating it. I feel happy but at the same time, all the homework, assignments, tutorial are gonna follow me going home. There's is no term as 'holiday with happy ending forever and after' and i really hope that i can manage all the assignments and finished doing all that before coming back to palam. I am praying that my IMAN would be strong enough for me to avoid watching television..huuu...</div>
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And at this moment of hecticness and busy weeks and the approching of final week, i am wishing that someone can come and ease or lift a bit burden from me...baekhyun ah, please come and save me..how I wish I can be your friend, we can help each other keeping each other strong..hmmmm</div>
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Lastly, ALLAH SWT, My Creator, please keep me strong in this path of becoming a person in charge in dietician or nutritions..huuu.. I want to help other people, but before that I have to help myself first. I need to build up myself with all the knowledge, strength and all the items that is needed for me to fulfill my dreams..</div>
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SARANGHAEYO..TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.. I AM VERY2 THANKFUL..:)</div>
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TERIMA KASIH...</div>
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~I want to be FREE from everything..can i just let it go...</div>
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Today just wanna tell my new LOVE</div>
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He is BYUN BAEKHYUN. One of the EXO's members. hee..</div>
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i don't know whether he came into my life either a blessing or a curse..haha..</div>
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but i trust My Creator, i get to know him for a reason, a cure or a poison..</div>
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As for now, he is a cure to my heart problem..haha..</div>
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but i guess many people think that kpop is a poison to your heart..</div>
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My Creator send him into my life for a reason..lesson or gift..haha..</div>
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Whatever the reason is I am happy because of him..</div>
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~may one day he'll be my chingoo...</div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Assalamualaikum
inche blog..</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It has been a very long time since the last time i posted something
here.. today i would like to say something about ‘something you can’t control’.<span style="font-size: small;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I
had just finished watching Miracle in Cell No. 7. Maybe lots of people have
been watching it, but for me the story had a very sad emotion, pity, sense of
betrayed, feeling helpless when we can’t help the one we love the most. But
feeling is something you can’t control. Eventhough you have fight or try
thousands times to change it, it is hard to change. The same goes with love
feeling. Once you love that person, it takes time for you to forget that person
when that person no longer needs you in their lives. The emotion you felt when
with that person is hard to erase. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This
story tells me, that you need to appreciate everyone that comes into your life.
Accept who they are, don’t judge, don’t blame. I really don’t understand why,
while watching this movie, I am overflowing with emotion. All the emotion that
I had been contained flew out. I feel everything.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sad,
guilty, disappointment, frustration, feeling want to stop. Everything. It is
not about sibajubiru. He is long gone from my heart. It just the kind of
feeling, emotion that help you to let got everything and just cry. I don’t know
why, but my heart just doesn’t feel belonged. For me, the story wasn’t that
sad, but my tears are flowing just like the story is really really sad. People around
me affect me a lot. The one that make my smile, also can be the one flooding my
eyes.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Emotional
strength is the thing that I need the most. Only My Creator can give me that.
The one that holds someone heart, the one that never left me alone. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Faith
is what I need. Have faith. This movie is just a trigger for me to let out my
emotion but still it is a good movie to watch.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Emotion
and feeling are something that takes time to change but eventually it will
change. It is not something you can control. Let’s hope it changed for a better
one.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Last
but not least, pray for MH370.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">~crying
is the best thing to do when you feel the worst</span><span style="font-size: small;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum inche blog...skrg i’m in the middle of final exam...final
exam sem nie sgt susah bagi sy..terlalu byk prkara yg berlaku sepanjang sem ni
hingga sy rasa tak sabar untuk sem nie berakhir..tpi sgt takut untuk menempuh
final exam..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sem nie sy amek 7 subjek, 6 subjek ade final exam..satu third language, xde
final..sy amek mandarin..hehe..ni hao ma?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Terasa berat sgt hati nk menempuh lagi 2 paper last nie..huuu..sangat2
takut untuk amek paper microbiology sbb test sgt2 teruk..sy cuma berharap final
exam sy akan lulus dengan baik untuk semua subjek yg sy amek sem ni..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Bila kita lemah dan hilang semangat, ALLAH SWT thu kita telah mencuba
sedaya upaya..oleh sbb itu sy percaya bila sy lemah ALLAH SWT akn hantar
inspirasi dan motivasi supaya sy terus kuat..sbb tuh sy percaya, dia hadir lam
mimpi sy untuk suh sy kuat smangat, jgn putus asa dgn final dan course yg sy
amek ni..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Biarpun dia x thu, tpi dia slalu hadir dlm mimpi sy bla hati sy dah
letih..jadik, sy sgt2 berterima kasih pada dia..biarpun dia hadir sekadar atas
sbb ingatan sy pada dia yg amat kuat..thank to you!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Dan jika ALLAH SWT percaya pada kebolehan sy untuk terus berada pada jalan
ini, maka sy akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk terus melakukan yg terbaik di jalan
ini..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Inche blog, sy harap sy akan lulus sma subjek final ni..for those who read
this, i’m hoping that you would pray for my success in this final exam..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I need to be strong so that, i can stand still on this path..and i can
reach the end of this path..i’m only half way there, not really near the
end..there’s really a long-long way in front of me..i’m afraid i’m not
qualified to be there but i promise myself i’ll try my very best so that i can
make my loved ones proud of me..so that ALLAH SWT would proud of me..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I am really lucky to have My Creator by my side when i am at my critical
time, and him eventhough he’ll never know..i’m just thankful to ALLAH SWT for
letting me know him..even for a while..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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becoming a great Dietician one day..I promise myself..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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