Kehidupan Seorang Hawa

Hi harry, on my last day off which is on Thursday, I had been going out with the lovely ain. I ddn’t go to my sister’s house because she went back to Terengganu for school holiday and I am super duper jealous of her…huu…so I am alone hereby myself.. so I had decided to go out with ain to go sight seeing at KL eventhough I am not feeling too well.. I had diarrhea, a bad one and also a headache..huu… but due to I need to learn to take on lrt which is a public transport since i don't have my own transports and it is easier and much cheaper, so I decided to learn from ain.. We went by ktm and we choose the hop and off bus..these all are the picture taken during the tour..hahah..i am so shocked to know that ain is someone that so into taking pictures,,ahah..she tooks picture everywhere..haha..so glad I know her.. 07:49 March 27, 2018 ~I’ll continue later because the pictures are not in this lappy yet..hahah so the pictures are all below.... the tickets for the ...

Assalamulaikum and Hi, it has been like forever since the last day I posted on my blog. I am currently in KL and to be specific in Mid Valley Megamall. I worked here for almost 4 months now and time sure flies so fast. This is my third job and that’s why the title above is “3 rd Job”. So far, I feel happy and good working here. I worked in a place that I never imagined, in a mall. I see so many people everyday and there’s nothing special about working in a mall and in KL because I had already get used to it. Furthermore I am not the shopping type person. So it feels normal and ordinary for me. This new job gave me lots of new experience, I get to meet diversity of people everyday, 90% of them are foreigner. Some are very nice and well-mannered and there were also some that is so rude and deserve a word of wisdom..hahah.. At first, I don’t really understand what my job scope is but after being here for four months, I finally get it. It is totally weird if I still ...

Assalamualaikum and hai inche blog… So many time had passed and I didn’t write a single post about how my life had been going on.. So many things happen after I finished my studies..a start of a new journey.. Okay, I did get a job after finished study and returned home safely.. I finished study around July 2016, stayed at home for two months, finished taking my driver licenses and finally I get a job on October 2016 at my hometown.. I guess I am lucky..huuu How I get the job..? It was so unexpected moment, after few days I get my license, I went around looking for a job, part-timer and others available job at my hometown..i did apply for job online, but because I didn’t had my convocation yet at that moment so it was hard for me to find a job suits my education level..so I thought I would grab any job opportunities..hehe.. I was happy actually at that moment.. So I came across a pizza hut store there saying in need of new part-time worker, so I walk in and as...

"some people learn from mistakes, but some aren't" "sometimes when you think you know that person, you're wrong because people change through time" "if you can have negative thoughts about me, why can't I, it is a decision" "why you want to know how I feel, when you never tell me yours" "why you questioning my act , when I never questioning yours" "how long can you keep it until you lose it while your heart no longer in it" "why questioning the change of heart when you can't never control it" "why questioning the past when you can't never change it" "why gave forgiveness, when your heart can't truly accept the fact" "why seek forgiveness, when you don't truly feel the guilty of what you did" "why need a reason, when you can't see and accept it, it'll become an excuse" "when you think negative all the time, all you ...

Assalamualaikum ince blog.. Too much things happen but today i want to tell you how i have been thinking.. Bila waktu susah sesorang itu tidak bersama kita, adakah wajar untuk kita bergantung harap padanya lagi bila kita susah, bila kita perlukan teman untuk berbicara. Maka, bila itu terjadi, saya tidak lagi mengharap dia berkata, "awak ok ke?nak saya tolong tak?". Dengan sendirinya saya faham, saya tak bole berkongsi rasa dan berharap dia akan cuba memahami saya. Saya tak perlu lagi berharap pada satu pengharapan palsu. Saya penat, maka saya cari seseorang yang bole membantu saya tak kira masa bila saya perlukan pertolongan. Hanya dia yang bertanya,"awk ok ker? Sy bole tolong awak kalau awk nak". Maka, bila saya rasa amat dan perlukan pertolongan dari seorang insan, saya akan minta pertolongan dari dia. Sepanjang saya di palam, bagi saya ini adalah masalah yang sy perlu berkongsi walaupun pada luaran, saya nampak ok. Pertama, waktu laptop sy rosak, saya sedih ...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.. I'm back in palam pursuing the dream..and when i took a bus coming here..i still feel a bit scared due to the accident thatvhad occured to me before..trauma i think.. I thought about lots of things and finally i managef to sleep..even when i travelled with my friend beside me, i still feel unsecure and uncomfortable thinking about sort of things that could ever happen..thankfully i am safely arrived here..pursuing and finishing what i have started.. Things will get better..i will get over this.. Thanks My Creator for always be with me.. #themeaningofalwaystogether #AllahSWT #trauma

Assalamualaikum inche blog. Syawal 1435/2014 telah menjelma dan semua umat Islam telah menyambut dgn gembira. Hati sy rasa sayu mengenangkan Ramadhan yg telah pergi. Bolehkah sy bertemu dgn Ramdhan lg thun depan. Semoga ALLAH SWT panjangkan usia kita semua supaya kita dapat bertemu lg dgn Ramdhan yg akan datang. Ni sebahagian gambar-gambar hari raya saya pada syawal 1435 kali ini.. ~bersama hero sy ~wo de jia ~keluarga sy ~adik-adik sy tersayang ~adik nilam Semoga kita semua dapat bertemu lagi dgn Ramadhan dan sywal yg akan dating.. Salam syawal dan salam sy dari sy..NFA aka Balqis Abdullah.. 15:39 Syawal 7/ 1435 August 3, 2014 ~pray for GAZA and Palestin…

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog.. I am writing this because i am tired and want to say something about my life as Nutrition and Dietetics Degree student. It was not a happy life but full of tiredness. sometimes feels like wannna passed out. I am going home today for a Gawai break eventhough I am not celebrating it. I feel happy but at the same time, all the homework, assignments, tutorial are gonna follow me going home. There's is no term as 'holiday with happy ending forever and after' and i really hope that i can manage all the assignments and finished doing all that before coming back to palam. I am praying that my IMAN would be strong enough for me to avoid watching television..huuu... And at this moment of hecticness and busy weeks and the approching of final week, i am wishing that someone can come and ease or lift a bit burden from me...baekhyun ah, please come and save me..how I wish I can be your friend, we can help each other keeping each other strong..h...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.. It has been a very long time since the last time i posted something here.. today i would like to say something about ‘something you can’t control’. I had just finished watching Miracle in Cell No. 7. Maybe lots of people have been watching it, but for me the story had a very sad emotion, pity, sense of betrayed, feeling helpless when we can’t help the one we love the most. But feeling is something you can’t control. Eventhough you have fight or try thousands times to change it, it is hard to change. The same goes with love feeling. Once you love that person, it takes time for you to forget that person when that person no longer needs you in their lives. The emotion you felt when with that person is hard to erase. ~from mr google This story tells me, that you need to appreciate everyone that comes into your life. Accept who they are, don’t judge, don’t blame. I really don’t understand why, while watching this movie, I am overflowing with emo...

Assalamualaikum inche blog...skrg i’m in the middle of final exam...final exam sem nie sgt susah bagi sy..terlalu byk prkara yg berlaku sepanjang sem ni hingga sy rasa tak sabar untuk sem nie berakhir..tpi sgt takut untuk menempuh final exam.. Sem nie sy amek 7 subjek, 6 subjek ade final exam..satu third language, xde final..sy amek mandarin..hehe..ni hao ma? Terasa berat sgt hati nk menempuh lagi 2 paper last nie..huuu..sangat2 takut untuk amek paper microbiology sbb test sgt2 teruk..sy cuma berharap final exam sy akan lulus dengan baik untuk semua subjek yg sy amek sem ni.. Bila kita lemah dan hilang semangat, ALLAH SWT thu kita telah mencuba sedaya upaya..oleh sbb itu sy percaya bila sy lemah ALLAH SWT akn hantar inspirasi dan motivasi supaya sy terus kuat..sbb tuh sy percaya, dia hadir lam mimpi sy untuk suh sy kuat smangat, jgn putus asa dgn final dan course yg sy amek ni.. Biarpun dia x thu, tpi dia slalu hadir dlm mimpi sy bla hati sy dah letih..jadik, sy sgt2 berterima...

Assalamualaikum Kadang-kadang hati terasa atau sakit... Kadang-kadang air mata ini mengalir... Kadang-kadang senyuman ini palsu... Kadang-kadang kaki ini penat melangkah... Terlalu banyak ‘kadang-kadang’ yg terjadi sehingga ‘kadang-kadang’ menjadi kebiasaanya.. Kebiasaannya hati ini terguris... Kebiasaannya air mata ini terjatuh... Kebiasaannya senyuman ini dibuat-buat... Selalunya kaki akan berhenti seketika... Namun perjalanan tetap diteruskan.. Kerana Dia meletakkan saya disini.. Kerana Dia percaya saya boleh berjaya sampai ke penghujungnya... Kerana Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk saya... Dan kerana Dia lah saya masih lagi mampu bertahan di sini... Hati yang terguris.. Air mata yang jatuh.. Senyuman yang palsu.. Semuanya di simpan jauh di dalam... HATI INI... Percaya hanya pada Dia.. Percaya pada ciptaanNya nanti akan kecewa.. Berharap hanya pada Dia.. Berharap pada ciptaanNya juga akan kecewa.. Hati ini dan kadang-kada...

Assalamualaikum... senyum..kenapa kita senyumm..sebab ade sesuatu yg bwat hati kita rasa bahagia dan kita pon akan tersenyum.. sy suke dengan keadaan sekarang..sy tak terikat..hati sy dah suci balik..cuma bese la kan, kdg2 teringat jugakk... tpi ade sorg nie yg akn buat sy senyum..hehe..xthu la senyum sbb bahagia or rasa best..haha..ntahlah cuma rasa nak senyum..hehe..macam senyum malu.. sy tak mengharap apa2, impikan jadik kenyataan jauh sekali..cuma sy suke dgn perasaan ini..selagi bole rasa camnie, sy akan rasainya...mungkin nanti da x bole rasa camnie.. skrg musim org kwen..rmai kawan2 sy yg dah melangkah ke era yg baru lam kehidupan..semua nampak bahagia sekali..sy ntah bila, tpi sy xla menantikan nya..sy cuma berharap langkah sy ke arah itu akan diberkati nanti..akan membawa sesuatu yg baru pada sy, keluarga sy..mngubah semuanya.. dan sebelum masa itu sampai, sy ingin berjaya menjadi seorang yg sy impikan..seorang yg bole mngubah insan lain melalui pemaka...

Assalamualaikum inche blog..sudah lama kita tak bersua muka.. Coretan kali ini cuma sekadar apa yg sy lalui setakat nie pada semester baru ni..terlalu banyak perkara yg berlaku..ada baik, ada gembira bahagia, ada juga melukakan dan menyakitkan hati..kadang2 sy rasa terlalu banyak emosi yg sy rasai hingga rasa nak jadik heartless untuk semingguuuu...huuu.. Fitrah seorang manusia itu mang penuh dengan perasaan..terlalu banyak kenangan..ada baik dan ada buruk..ada menyenangkan ada menyakitkan..kdg2 sy tkut tkut dgn kenangan..tkut untuk membuat kenangan yg bru..tkut untuk memulakan ikatan yg baru..mungkin sy paranoid atau sy mang paranoid untuk rasa apa yg sy pernah rasa dulu..tpi kadang2, disebabkan apa yg sy dah rasa dulu, membuat sy lebih bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan..membuat sy rasa lebih kuat dan tabah.. Apakah maksud disebalik pertemuan demi pertemuan..takdir kah? jodoh kah? satu peringatan kah? Adakah Maha Pencipta ingin menguji sy lg dengan ikatan ini..sy ing...

  Assalamualaikum..hehe..makan2 di Korea?..hehe..Di mana? Di Seoul Garden..SCM Ari nie ktorg celebrate hasil kerja keras memerah keringat, membanting tulang mencari rezeki..hehe..sehari je enjoy dan lepas tuh abis..haha..terlalu banyak perkara yang telah berlaku 3 minggu pertama di palam which i don’t know how to put all of it into words..into simple words..but i guess the word ‘money’ can explain it all..hmm Kenapa money? Sebab semuanya berkait dgn duit..3 minggu di palam, duit keluar mngalir macam air..keluar duit dri bank terus abis..mostly sem nie duk beli buku je manjang..sy mohon dan harap sangat2 sem nie akan lebih baik dari sem lepas..ok, kita masuk balik topik seoul gardenn..hehe Sebenarnya hasrat di hati nk g korea tapi tak berpeluang, so dapat pegi seoul garden pon jadilah..dah lama sangat nk pegi..selama nie lalu je depan kedai tuh, tak berani nak masuk, dan akhirnya malam nie masuk..haha..semuanya tanpa dirancang..hehe..nak kata dirancang pon bole jugak....