Kehidupan Seorang Hawa

my eyes leaking...as i watch scent of woman.. as it leaks out, my mind keep thinking...bout... evrytime i feel sad inside..i was always thinking bout... can't help it... i'm trying hard to be better and good person... to myself.. to my family... to all my loved ones... to My Creator... i guess my eyes always leaking when i watch any korean drama... which potraying sad...sad drama..sad story...sad love story... right now, i'm healing... no longer sad because of him.. it just when i sad, or feeling depressed..he's always the one in my mind... i have to be strong... i have to move on.. i will! 0:33 May 28, 2013 ~hawai 5 - 0 S3

Assalamualaikum.... The story continues..finally i get to settle that thing for my lil sis after waiting for 2 hours..i guess i am very very very VERY BORED times 1000..hahah...n then after settle, i am very very VERY relieved..i guess today i’ve train my patience level again..everytime i go home and help my lil sis with this thing..i’d always train for my patience level..hahah Btw, my day helping my sis end when we got the money..haha..the kind of thing that i help my lil sis is these.. ~the no of turn i get..and i get it after waiting for 4 HOURS!! ~taking pic bcoz of bored comes to us..haha ~my lil sis Lastly, we arrive home at 3 o’clock and above maybe because i don’t rememver the exact time..haha..i’m tired n really hungry..now, i’m writing this entry after watching tv for a while..haha.. So, the values that i’ve got today is patience can be your friend if you knpw how to handle it..if not, anger will comes to you..haha..a...

Assalamualaikum guys..huhu..been a long time for me... Hi , inche blog..my day so far wasn’t good..i guess i’m easily get mad when i’m at home..everything around me kinda increase my level of dissatisfaction and anger..grrrr.. i  write this just to kill time while waiting for the clock to turn into 12.15..huhu..i’m in the middle of getting something for my lil sister.. to get that kind of thing, i always have to increase my level of patience..i guess patience is not my strong spot..i usually don’t get mad easily but when it comes to this kind of thing..i guess i’m pretty upset and anger level risen to the limit...close to the limit...haha Today suppose to be the day i’ll be dicussing a group assignment with my fellow classmate and group members but i guess, i’m sorry for not involving..ahaha..k2..i’m going to now..for a second time for now..hope my turn already..huhu.. 12:03 May 26, 2013 ~may patience be mine..

Assalamualaikum.. Pertama kali dlm sejarah hidup sy, sy akan mengundi..hehe..sy blik tuk mengundi 2mei mlm..n smpai kat KT pg 3 mei..huhu..TQ buat ainghani sekeluarga yg telah jemput sy ke rumah dorg b4 sy blik umah sy sendiri..hehe... Sy suke sgt pegi jln2 dgn ain n family dye..pg b4 ktorg blik umah ain, ktorg pegi pasar dulu...first time sy g pasar pulau kambing..huhu..tpi sy x smpat snap gmbr..huhu..len kli sy kna beli fon yg mmpunyai kmera yg canggih..huhu.. Slepas ain, n k.ayu n mak dye selesai bli ikan, ktorg pegi kat pasar cabang 3 lak..sy tetiba rase sy noob..huhu...sy first time gak smpai kat ctuh..huhu..kat cni sy smpat snap gmbr, sket je, n xbpe berkualiti sbb kmera sy x canggih manggih sgt..huhu... Nie antara gmbr yg sy amek..huhu..best klu blik dgn ain..hehe..bole blaja mcm2..ape yg sy xleh blaja kat umah..huhu..arituh tgok dorg bwat baulu beras..hehe..best! Kdg2 btolla ape yg My Creator janjikan..jika kta hilang seorang kwn, ...

Assalamualaikum.... Lately ni,sy rasa hati sy sakit sgt2...dan lepas tuh rasa sedih sgt2..mgkin jgk sbb perubahan hormon..n mgkin jgak sbb My Creator nk sy sdar dr kebodohan n kealpaan sy, maka Dia uji sy.. Kerap kali sy diuji dgn persahabatan...org selalu berkata, sorg pergi, akn dtg pengganti yg bru yg lebih baik...sy akui yg itu... Mgkin sy cuma tidak bernasib baik dgn kwn lelaki..stakat nie, kwn2 lelaki sy sma baik2 belaka, cuma ego dorg sgt tggi..sy terpaksa akui yg itu myebabkan sy tkut untuk berkwn rpt dgn mane2 lelaki, krna bg sy dorg sma sme...pd asalnye kate tak same, tpi bla knal lme2, mang dorg sme... Sy fham, semua org ade ego masing2 tpi ego atau persahabatan yg lebih pntg..sebelum nie nme sy kotor disebabkn kwn perempuan, skrg kwn lelaki pulak...agaknye sma sme je kan... Sy bg peluang kedua, tpi berbaloi k??sy nie terlampau baik ker sy terlampau jhat..selalunyer sy mudah stress angkara yg nmenyer ‘persahabatan’..itu mgkin kelemahan hati sy yg pling le...

Assalamualaikum inche blog... There’s a lots of thing that i want to say out loud but i just can’t..these days i’ve been doing something that maybe can hurt someone’s heart..my mistakes, i am apologizing for it..i’ve been meeting a friend that used to be my classmates and he did become a very good person that maybe i also could fall for him..but i didn’t because there’s someone else still in my heart and i don’t want to talk about that someone..hmm... Now, i wanna tell you about a new friend of mine that fall for another friend of mine also..at first, i want to be ‘bridge’ for her to reach him but then i guess ‘him’ already had someone else..so, pity to ‘her’.. but somehow, i thought i’m the one making her falling for him..so, i feel i am the one should be blamed, my fault..huhu..i know how it felt if we can’t reach someone that we admired..i’m really sorry to ‘her’..i just, and only can say, that i hope ‘her’ meet a better person than ‘him’.. So, next the story of ‘him’....

Assalamualaikum.. “Seakan-akan Barirah sedang mengajar kita satu pengajaran cinta yang besar; kita tak mampu memaksa diri kita untuk mencintai seseorang sebagaimana kita tak mampu menghalang diri kita daripada mencintai seseorang!” Ayat2 dalam novel bukan lelaki syurga karya Iqbal Syarie..dpt jugak sy habiskan setelah sekian lama..xdela lame sgt sebenarnye..sy bce bila sy mula masuk semester baru, so dalam sebulan jugaklah..byk kekangan so, skrg bru habis..tepat jam 10.26 pg 29 Mac 2013.. Novel nie dalam bentuk ebook dr seorang penulis blog yg sy ikuti..blog Bayyinat..byk pngajaran yg sy dapat dri novel ini..mengajar kita untuk menyelami jiwa seorang lelaki yg byk berubah..dari kehilangan insan terdekat di hati menjadi kekuatan untuk berubah.. Kaitan ayat di atas juga adalah menunjukkan kita bole memilih untuk berkahwin dengan org yg kita cintai meskipun org yg melamar kita tuh lebih tinggi nilai akhlaknya..kerana kita mengambil pngajaran drpd kish Barirah dgn Mug...