Kehidupan Seorang Hawa

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog.. I am writing this because i am tired and want to say something about my life as Nutrition and Dietetics Degree student. It was not a happy life but full of tiredness. sometimes feels like wannna passed out. I am going home today for a Gawai break eventhough I am not celebrating it. I feel happy but at the same time, all the homework, assignments, tutorial are gonna follow me going home. There's is no term as 'holiday with happy ending forever and after' and i really hope that i can manage all the assignments and finished doing all that before coming back to palam. I am praying that my IMAN would be strong enough for me to avoid watching television..huuu... And at this moment of hecticness and busy weeks and the approching of final week, i am wishing that someone can come and ease or lift a bit burden from me...baekhyun ah, please come and save me..how I wish I can be your friend, we can help each other keeping each other strong..h...

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog Today just wanna tell my new LOVE He is BYUN BAEKHYUN. One of the EXO's members. hee.. i don't know whether he came into my life either a blessing or a curse..haha.. but i trust My Creator, i get to know him for a reason, a cure or a poison.. As for now, he is a cure to my heart problem..haha.. but i guess many people think that kpop is a poison to your heart.. My Creator send him into my life for a reason..lesson or gift..haha.. Whatever the reason is I am happy because of him.. 14:34 May 3, 2014 ~may one day he'll be my chingoo...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.. It has been a very long time since the last time i posted something here.. today i would like to say something about ‘something you can’t control’. I had just finished watching Miracle in Cell No. 7. Maybe lots of people have been watching it, but for me the story had a very sad emotion, pity, sense of betrayed, feeling helpless when we can’t help the one we love the most. But feeling is something you can’t control. Eventhough you have fight or try thousands times to change it, it is hard to change. The same goes with love feeling. Once you love that person, it takes time for you to forget that person when that person no longer needs you in their lives. The emotion you felt when with that person is hard to erase. ~from mr google This story tells me, that you need to appreciate everyone that comes into your life. Accept who they are, don’t judge, don’t blame. I really don’t understand why, while watching this movie, I am overflowing with emo...

Assalamualaikum inche blog...skrg i’m in the middle of final exam...final exam sem nie sgt susah bagi sy..terlalu byk prkara yg berlaku sepanjang sem ni hingga sy rasa tak sabar untuk sem nie berakhir..tpi sgt takut untuk menempuh final exam.. Sem nie sy amek 7 subjek, 6 subjek ade final exam..satu third language, xde final..sy amek mandarin..hehe..ni hao ma? Terasa berat sgt hati nk menempuh lagi 2 paper last nie..huuu..sangat2 takut untuk amek paper microbiology sbb test sgt2 teruk..sy cuma berharap final exam sy akan lulus dengan baik untuk semua subjek yg sy amek sem ni.. Bila kita lemah dan hilang semangat, ALLAH SWT thu kita telah mencuba sedaya upaya..oleh sbb itu sy percaya bila sy lemah ALLAH SWT akn hantar inspirasi dan motivasi supaya sy terus kuat..sbb tuh sy percaya, dia hadir lam mimpi sy untuk suh sy kuat smangat, jgn putus asa dgn final dan course yg sy amek ni.. Biarpun dia x thu, tpi dia slalu hadir dlm mimpi sy bla hati sy dah letih..jadik, sy sgt2 berterima...

Assalamualaikum Kadang-kadang hati terasa atau sakit... Kadang-kadang air mata ini mengalir... Kadang-kadang senyuman ini palsu... Kadang-kadang kaki ini penat melangkah... Terlalu banyak ‘kadang-kadang’ yg terjadi sehingga ‘kadang-kadang’ menjadi kebiasaanya.. Kebiasaannya hati ini terguris... Kebiasaannya air mata ini terjatuh... Kebiasaannya senyuman ini dibuat-buat... Selalunya kaki akan berhenti seketika... Namun perjalanan tetap diteruskan.. Kerana Dia meletakkan saya disini.. Kerana Dia percaya saya boleh berjaya sampai ke penghujungnya... Kerana Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk saya... Dan kerana Dia lah saya masih lagi mampu bertahan di sini... Hati yang terguris.. Air mata yang jatuh.. Senyuman yang palsu.. Semuanya di simpan jauh di dalam... HATI INI... Percaya hanya pada Dia.. Percaya pada ciptaanNya nanti akan kecewa.. Berharap hanya pada Dia.. Berharap pada ciptaanNya juga akan kecewa.. Hati ini dan kadang-kada...

same things happen twice.. guess what, this time its quicker.. maybe this time also.. i'm not lucky choosing a 'ship' but boarding it..its not returning back.. ride until the end.. removing attachment.. don't put your trust on the air.. catch it and keep it tight.. hating myself...i should.. for not being able to speak up.. but My Creator always gave me.. strength and love I need.. so..don't hate myself.. so much things to say but no words can describe it.. how's life now.. only My Creator and me know.. 23:27 November 27, 2013 ~i want to love pathology...

Assalamualaikum... senyum..kenapa kita senyumm..sebab ade sesuatu yg bwat hati kita rasa bahagia dan kita pon akan tersenyum.. sy suke dengan keadaan sekarang..sy tak terikat..hati sy dah suci balik..cuma bese la kan, kdg2 teringat jugakk... tpi ade sorg nie yg akn buat sy senyum..hehe..xthu la senyum sbb bahagia or rasa best..haha..ntahlah cuma rasa nak senyum..hehe..macam senyum malu.. sy tak mengharap apa2, impikan jadik kenyataan jauh sekali..cuma sy suke dgn perasaan ini..selagi bole rasa camnie, sy akan rasainya...mungkin nanti da x bole rasa camnie.. skrg musim org kwen..rmai kawan2 sy yg dah melangkah ke era yg baru lam kehidupan..semua nampak bahagia sekali..sy ntah bila, tpi sy xla menantikan nya..sy cuma berharap langkah sy ke arah itu akan diberkati nanti..akan membawa sesuatu yg baru pada sy, keluarga sy..mngubah semuanya.. dan sebelum masa itu sampai, sy ingin berjaya menjadi seorang yg sy impikan..seorang yg bole mngubah insan lain melalui pemaka...