Perubahan ke arah kebaikan

                                Assalamualaikum...coretan kali ini adalah mngenai sy sendiri..hmm.. Sy ingin berubah tpi byk perkara yg bermain di fikiran sy..hakikatnya sma sy ada jawapannya..huu..


Knp ye hati ini rasa berat...?persoalan itu sy jwb sndiri..adkah krna bila sy berubah, sy akn rasakan bhwa hidup sy tiada lg keseronokan??


btolkah begitu?? nth la..sy snndiri xpasti dgn diri sy..bila melihat dan mndgr khbar ada kwn sy yg skrg sudah bertudung mngikut garis2 syariat islam..sy juga ingin begitu tpi hati sy dilema..adkah sy mncintai dunia lebih dari akhirat?? 


Ya Allah..berilah kekuatn pd hati dan diri sy untuk berubah..jgnla bila sy sudah ingin berubah..masa itu telah diambil dari sy..sy pasti akn berubah demi kbaikan sy dan keluarga sy dan semua org yg sy sayangi di dunia yg merupakn tmpat persinggahan sy untuk mdptkan bekalan...


Jadikanlah bekanlan yg sy peroleh dpt mmberi mnfaat pd sy dan org2 di sekeliling sy...ameen..Hanya pd pencipta sy mohon..satu-satunya yg mencintai sy dgn tulus..

entry ditulis dirumah kwn sy..hehe
10:56
10 Mei 2011

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  1. NurJuly 9, 2011 at 3:16 PM

    urm.. Allah x pandang luaran.. yg penting hati..hua8.. slalu org ckp camtu..tp yg luaran tu akn menjaga dlman kita... jika kita berpakaian ngan lebih sempurna org laki pown takowt nak kaco... kan best 2.. hua8... x akn menyesal bila da wat kptsn niey.. tp dlm masa yg sme.. kne jga gak r sgla tindak tanduk kita.. trutama hbgn ngan laki...sme ada mlalui msg, fb, ym.. or what ever.. coz sbnrnyer alam maya niey lagi merbahaya.. byk yg sukar djaga.. trutama hati...

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