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Dekat Tapi Jauh

Assalamualaikum inche blog...long time no see..
hmm...study!..xyh nk dekat tpi jauh sgt ye...cik kak oi...
tertekan amat kerana ssh nk hadam anatomy...i wish i could talk to someone but there's no one..so, keep my mouth shut and everything deep inside..
nampak dekat tpi mmg jauh..byk sgt yg dh berlaku, so nk jadik mcm dulu amatlah ssh...
satu kenyataan yg sy harus terima..tlonglah terima wahai NFA!!!
nk dgr nasihat dr dye, nk dgr tazkirah dr dye, nk dgr kata2 semangat dr dye..
YA ALLAH..beri sy kekuatan untuk lupakan semua yg ada dalam brain lam skull sy nie..huhu..
kan bgus klu dye xpernah berubah..kan bgus klu ktorg xprnah berubah...kan bgus....
semuanya berubah...sy harap semua berubah menuju ke arah yg lebih baik...
sy harap dye akn ttp jdik kwn sy..
~pening study anatomy tpi nk jgk pk sal dye..hmmm...smoga sy dpt jwb final exam dgn baik dan gemilang..
1:00 December 29, 2012 ~final exam is coming.....!

Lega..

Assalamualaikum inche blog...
hari rase cam beban terangkat sket dr bahu..hehe..
tpi soal hati masih misteri..acece..
tpi skrg tgok dye on9, x ksah dah..xperlu nk tgo dh..mcm de suatu rasa yg he's not the one for me..so..i'm gonna let him go...
i'm trying..heheh..hrp2 boleh lpaskan dgn cepat tanpa perlu pertolongan org len..
semoga Maha Pencipta akn bantu sy amek balik hati sy kat dye..
btw..tq awk tlong sy..:)
17:47 December 18, 2012 ~test dh abis..hehe

Heart 2 Heart

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Assalamualaikum incehe blog...
heart 2 heart...sy dh penat dgn persoalan hati sy..semoga satu saat hati sy mmberi kata pasti..
~someone that makes my heart feel very happy just by seeing him..
~wishing that Allah SWT will guide me in handling my heart
Thank You ALLAH SWT..
9:04 December 16, 2012 ~i need someone who can guide me all the way to Jannah

Women's Shield

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Assalamualaikum inche blog..
semalam sy pegi program perisai buat wanita..sgt2 best..bertempat di fakulti mekanikal UiTM Shah Alam
dpt byk input..wanita harus panada menjaga diri n hati supaya tidak mudah terjatuh pada lelaki perosak..
rasa sgt gembira dan bersyukur kerana dapat sertai program nie..
semoga segala input dpt sy guna dgn sebaiknya..
pihak penganjur
penceramah En. Airol Irwan..kwn Fahrin Ahmad
sygnyer partner dye Fahrin Ahmad xdpt dtg..klu dtg, mesti bertambah lg best..
lam dewan..
bajet nk study tpi xjdik sbb dgr cramah lg best..~~
pihak polis pon ade bg cramah psl jenayah
asp bg cramah psl jenayah yg melibatkan wanita..
walaupun mggu depan sy ade byk test n presentation tpi sedikt sebanyak pegi creamah nie hilangkan sy punyer stress
so, terima kasih pd Ainghani yg sudi tman pegi ceramah nie.. dan juga pada Nur sbb ajak ktorg pegi cramah nie..
sy petik kata2 pengajur berkenaan jodoh. janji ALLAH SWT itu pasti dan aturan DIA untuk kita dh cantik dah.. terima dgn sabar da…

clenching my fist tight

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assalamualaikum...
Jahl sarayaji eegyuhnaeyaji nahl chuseuryuhbwado Ni sengkakman nahsuh cham himdeulda
( i need to live better
i need to fight this off
no matter how much i tell myself
it is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind )

~pic xde kaitan..taken from one of my frends fb..MH
it is just my heart won't follow what my mind ask... and it cause miserable  ~right now, i'm thinking of a solution so that no one would get hurt..
2:00 December 12, 2012 ~functional food waiting...

Konvokesyen 77 UiTM

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Assaamualaikum inche blog...
one more precious memories to keep..
got flowers~~tq so much
my little sweet little sis~~

my mom n my sweet little sis~
me~~
~my sis
never accept if you never can't bear what u will receive afterwards.. being yourself is what u do best.. i like who you are..
dye yg sentiasa ada dalam doa sy... jge hati dn iman ye..
1:55 December 8, 2012 ~fall in love is not something u can choose..


Sabar wahai Hati...

Assalamualaikum inche blog..
hari ni rase cam nk nk menjerit n meletop...
dah bpe hari dah suh hati sabar2 sabar n sabar..huhu...rasenyer jap ag..sabar tuh akan berakhir dgn air mata...
sabar wahai NFA...sabar itu penawar hati...sy dh tak thu nk keluarkan perasaan yg sy tanggung...
rasenyer semuanya fake je...
kembali pada ALLAH SWT..hati akan menjadi tenang...percaya padaNYA...
tenanglah dan sabarlah wahai hati..
satu keputusan...satu penentuan..timbang segala baik dan buruknya..
asyhrah,.sy perlukan awak tuk mngawal ape yg hati sy rasekan...
sy akn ingt segala pesan awk...
23:36 December 12, 2012 ~debaran konvo..:)

Lega

Assalamualaikum iche blog
Ari nie rasa lega...coz finally tgor dye..hmmm...hope this will be last chat for us.. hope after this my tgn xkn gatal nk tgor dye lg..hmm
00:27 November 25, 2012 ~ari  nie byk cbr ksabaran + stress..:'(

I Can Do It

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Assalamualaikum inche blog..

thinking won't ge us anywhere...but say to ourselves, I Can Do It.. of course, we can do it.. Now, I can read his status with smile..no more hard feeling inside.. I'm fine now..everything will be normal once again.. eventhough, i do miss him sometime as my Friend..
00:58 November 12, 2012 ~doing assignment  for  Datin

Precious Moment As NADA Student

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Assalamualaikum semua..hehe
Sebelum mula apa2..sy nk gtaw dulu nada tuh ape..NADA stands for Nutrition and Dietetics Association.. so, inilah satu memori yg sy dapat simpan dalam kenangan sy sejak bergelar pelajar pemakanan dan dietetik uitm palam.. ni la sebahagian kenangan yg telah dipahat dalam ingatan semasa ktorg pergi kem Esteem Buiding NADA part 1 n part 3 9 oct -10 oct 2012
~letih tpi gembira..
~geng satu khemah, muke bjet letih...
~letihhh la sgtt muke..
~happy dah abis aktiviti..
~candid gtuh...
~candid lagi...hehe
~Dusun Eco Resort, tmpt kenangan ukhuwah...
~mangga versi NADA
~klasmet...

memories lies within our heart..as long as our heart want to keep it..it won't go and will be there forever..keep all the memories eventhough it is a hard one..one day..u will smile remembering it.. i'm hoping this will be a good start for me to create happy moments here as palam students.. as his memories fading away..i'm happy to let it go.
~kumawo my Creator for letting me h…

Break

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Assalamualaikum semua...
today i will be going home for raya haji break..huhuhu...feeling undefined..huuu..don't know what to feel..i do think a lot maybe...i'm not sad anymore..i feel good..there's a lot of thing waiting after the semester break..huhu..and i hope i will create more happy moments in palam..along with NADA..
dear blog, currently i've been listening to Be your everything by Boys like girls..it is a very lovely songs..hehe..i love it....
i guess after a while, i have been very good in palam..no more worries..
~jmuan nada..hehe..with aziey n ain ghani
~with ain ghani..
~at student center NADA
~the 3 guys in my class..
that all my moments here so far..i hope after this there will be more of this..:) thank you My Creator for giving me chances to experience all of this..love u..:)
12:07 October 25, 2012 ~i love u all..


Sky

Assalamualaikum inche blog..huhu
today is crying day..tears flowing but i can't stop them..don't know why i feel so sad..i'm missing everything in my life...i feel very calm n fresh but still i'm crying..
inche blog..why is it i can't be tough..i am telling myself to bear with everything but it seems that my eyes can't hold it much longer..the view from my room is so nice..it's like ALLAH SWT is watching me and saying that He is always with me..and be tough..
the sky is so blue and beautiful...i love to see and staring at it..maybe i just need to cry a lot until i feel ok..looking at it make me feel strong..it's like everything is going to be ok and i am going to be just fine..
i think what hurt people most is if the one that hurt them is the one that they loved the most........the one that they thought could be their savior....the one that they depend on....
i'm trying to think that no one hurt me, it just me walking through someone that hurt me..…

I Lay My Eyes On You

Assalamualaikum inche blog and the readers..
Today, I wanna tell you that I lay my eyes on someone in my class today..he’s a bit cute..eventhough he’s younger than me..i don’t know why, but I think I like to see him smiling..haha..i think my heart has healed..
Alhamdulillah for now..i hope I my heart will continue healing..before this, my heart always about him..but now, I guess it is not him anymore..and I’m happy my heart was able to forget him without feeling sad..it’s not like I fall into someone else but it’s just I can forget him now..the one that I lay my eyes on is not the one that I like..he is just a boy in the class that I’m in, this morning for bel492..hehe
But, before this, I never lay my eyes on someone else..hehe.. maybe because I still like him the one that I called ‘dye’.. other than that, I think my life in palam is quite good..i have new friends and the view is nice.. Eventhough it is a bit tiring because I had to walk a long way and there’s a lots of stairs that I nee…

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Assalamualaiukum inche blog n the readers..
hari ni sy sgt bosan berada di puncak alam..sy tak g mane2 so sgt bosan terperap lam bilik..
hmmm..makin sy fikir, makin sy rasa sayu..huhu..don't know what to do..ari tuh sy tgok pic dye..dye dh mkin kurus tpi sy xdpt nk komen ape2 kat dye..hati sy rasa sayu sgt2..
pastuh sy pk pasal diri sy..sy jauh beza dgn dye..my hands can't raech him anymore..i need to walk away but right now, i can't..
skrg sy perlu kuatkan semngat sy untuk mulakan degree sy di puncak alam..sy harus tabah..sy tak boleh terus berada di tempat yg sama sbb masa takkan nerputar kmbali..huhu..


sy akan lebih positif..semoga inche blog and the readers pon camtuh jgak..:))

16:32 Sept 16, 2012

NAD

Assalamualaikum inche blog..
Ari ni hari terakhir berada di rumah..esok sy akan bertolak ke puncak alam untuk further study..sy akan melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang pemakanan dan dietetik..sy harap sy dpt belajar dgn baik dan lulus dgn cemerlang dlm masa 4 thun..huhuhu..
Sgt pnjang masanya tpi sy harap semuanya akn berjalan lancar..sy tahu ianya pasti tak mudah, sy hrp hati sy akan tabah dgn semuanya..doakan sy ye inche blog..:)
NAD stands for nutrition and dietetic..:) 23:55 Sept 9, 2012

Is it ok??

Assalamualaikum dear blog
Since I’ve got home from reunion party with my ex schoolmates last night, I’ve been thinking hard..huhu..so hard that I can’t even close my eyes and my minds..huhu..
I don’t know why but I don’t feel good at all..i just show my face and be there for the sake of the word ‘friends’..i do feel akward because I don’t even remembers any memories of them..and I just know a little about them..but I’d tried be happy and it was such a very good moment for me to be keep as memories..haha..
But deep down, I feel that I want the memories to fade..hahah…so, is it ok like that?
I don’t know, I’ve been trying to tell myself that I should be happy because I’ve been there..so I think I’m grateful that I’ve been there with them..hehe..i am happy to have them as friends..
All of them had change but still, I do remember some of them because their face didn’t change much..some of them are married and other than that, they still studying or working..hmm...as times goes by, people chang…

Kenangan Raya 2012

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Assalamualaikum inche blog..
Semalam umat islam telah mnyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri, begitu juga saya..di sini sy ingin menyimpan beberapa kenangan raya tahun ini..hmm..meskipun takla sebegitu meriah tapi tetap memberi kenangan kepada sy dan adik2 sy..


~adik bongsu sy~

~sy dgn adk sy~

~sy dgn adk sy jgk~

Aidilfitri selalu akan mngingatkan kita pada insan yang tersayang..jadi, sy ingin ucapkan disini SELAMAT HARI RAYA kpd semua yg sudi mmbaca coretan ini..hehe..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA juga buat dye..skrg bila sy dgr lgu When I Miss U oleh beast, sy teringt kat dye..sy akn buat mcm lgu tuh..hehe…
Akhir kata, semoga hari raya kali ini membawa kebahagiaan buat semua..salam sayang dari sy..take care..jal jinae..:)
21:42 August 20, 2012

New life in Ramadhan..

assalamualaikum semua..
sy nk citer pasal life bila kje kat kdai kosmetik...hehe..syk yg sy tahu sal kosmetik n supplemen tuk kesihatan..
dan sy jugak dapat beberapa kwn2 baru..hehe..
naty sy upload gmbr ye inche blog..hehe
n btw..sy ttp wish bday dye even sy nk pura2 x ingt..23rd ..hehe

Sunan Musafir

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Assalamualaikum to all…
It has been a long time since I wrote something..i do have something in mind but I can’t write about it..it’s stuck in my head..
Currently I had been finishing Sunan Musafir..for me it’s a bit disappointing because I really wanna know what happen with Laksamana Sunan but the story about them end in 1531..so I had no clue whether Laksamana Sunan does has a decendants of his traits..huhu..i am disappointed..
But at least the story of Laksamana Sunan did end..huhu..although not up to my expectation..i know not many of u did follow sunan’s story, so for you guys information this novel titled Sunan Musafir is the 6th trilogy of Bagaikan Puteri.. The order of the novels are Bagaikan Puteri, Cinta Sang Ratu, Hijab Sang Pencipta, Cinta Sufi, Sutera Bidadari and last but not least Sunan Musafir.
But in my possession, I only had 4 of the novels..hehe..which are Cinta Sang Ratu, Cinta Sufi, Sutera Bidadari and latest Sunan Musafir..i loved all of them because I follow the suna…

Kerana Dye..

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Assalamualaikum inche blog n semua yg mmbaca..
Hari ini sy terasa ingin menulis sesuatu di sini..hari2 sy dirumah seperti biasa je..terlalu byk peristiwa yg mnyakitkan hati terjadi dan kelihatan tak mungkin akan berakhir selagi masalah tuh tak selesai..
Hati saya rawan n sedih..sy ubati dgn berjalan2 di pekan di kawasan umah sy..bila tiba di perpustakaan hulu Terengganu tdi..hati sy terkenang dia bila sy melihat sebuah novel bertajuk Bumi Cinta..karya penulis ayat2 cinta..dah lama sy carik novel tuh..tak sangka sy jumpe kat pustaka..novel tuh novel islamik..hati sy terus tergerak untuk pinjam meskipun sy tak pasti adakah sy akan membacanya..cuma kerana novel tuh mngingatkan sy kpd dia..seorang kwn sekolah rendah sy…


Dia pernah mngesyorkan sy supaya mmbaca novel tuh..dia boleh dikatakan agak tinggi ilmunya..jadik, sy rasa novel tuh mmg bagus..lgpun dia hantu novel islamik yg mndidik jiwa..tetiba sy teringt dia..naim..kwn skolah rendah yg sy jumpa balik di muka buku..hehe..ternyata ada jug…

Naruto

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Assalamualaikum inche blog..
Ari nie nak cerite pasal anime yg sy tgok skrg dan apa yg sy dapat darinya..hehe..sy tgh tgok naruto skrg dan sy dapat byk lessons from the story I’ve got so far..nie cuma apa yg sy rasa, yg ada dalam fikiran sy ketika ini..


Bila dikaitkan dgn reality, mmg btol klu org yg kita syg sedikit maka kita akan luka sedikit je..tpi kalu org tuh paling kita syg, dia ttap bg impact yg sgt besar pada diri kita..org kata cinta boleh mengubah seseorg, tpi sy rasa pengaruh kawan baik adalah yg terbaik..orang juga kata, jika kita sgt bencikan seseorang itu, sebenarnya dulu dialah orang yg kita paling syg..semuanya btol..dalam naruto, dia byk pengaruhi orang di sekelilingnya untuk berubah dgn ke arah yg lebih baik..tpi naruto cuma anime meskipun sy sgt cemburukan persahabatan dorg..sy selalu impikan sahabat yg boleh mgubah sy dgn cara yg sy tak penah tahu dan cara sy tak sedari dia telah megubah sy ke arah lebih baik..masih naruto tetap naruto dan sy tetap sy..
Berseorangan …

Because I Miss You

Assalamualaikum semua...

lagu Jung Yong Hwa..because I Miss U.sy dedicated untuk awk..awk yg mmbaca..sy mmg rindukan awk dan dia..:)


11 Mei

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Assalamualaikum semua..
Kepada sesiapa yg tak suka pada UMNO tak perlu baca post nie..mungkin nati kamoo akan sakit hati..huhu..biane..nie cuma sebahagian pengalaman sy yg ingin sy kongsikan…
Ini semua adalah gambar2 yg sy amek sebelum kemalangan..sy telah menghadiri perhimpunan UMNO yg ke 66..sy pon sebenarnya dah lupe tarikh penubuhan UMNO..hahaha..subjek sejarah sekolah menengah..haha..
Sy mengikuti perhimpunan ini atas ajakan sepupu sy..before perhimpunan tuh, ktorg pergi jln2 sekitar KL..hehe..







Disebabkan kamera sy dah abis bateri, so sy takleh nak amek gmbr sewaktu PM n TPM bg ucapan dorg..waktu tuh mang merah giler kat stadium sebab ‘gelombang merah’..hehe..ramai sgt org, walaupun jangkaan cuma 500000 org tpi sy rasa melebihi jumlah tuh..hmm..Tun Dr Mahathir pon ada jugak..hehe..suke sgt..


Before perhimpunan tuh, de artis buat performance..sy dapat dgr lagu yg sy suke..kerana kasihmu..hehe..


Nie gambar sebelum perhimpunan..sebelum bateri kamera habis..hehe..time nie pon dah ramai gle…

Tanggal 12 Mei 2012

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Assalamualaikum semua..
Jam 3 pagi 12 Mei telah memberikan sy satu pengalaman yg tak mungkin sy lupakan..satu pengalaman baru sewaktu menaiki bas..huhu
Sy telah terlibat dengan kemalangan di lebuh raya utara-selatan..bas yg sy naiki telah melanggar sebuah treler di tepi jalan, dan kemudian ada satu lagi bas telah melanggar bas sy tuh..huhu..terkejut dan panic sgt2 time tuh..hanya doa je sy panjatkan supaya kami semua dipanjangkan umur..keadaan agak havoc time tuh..kerana ramai yg cedera..
Sy pulak cedera di bahagian muka and darah tak henti2..mulanya sy agak takut sebab darah byk sgt keluar tpi selepas tgok org lain yg lagi teruk dari sy..sy dah makin tenang..hehe..
Sy rasa kemalangan ini adalah rahmat dari Maha Pencipta sy..sy tak salahkan sesiapa pon atas kejadian yg menimpa ini..sy cuma salahkan diri sy kerana telah terleka dan melupakan Maha Pencipta buat seketika sewaktu rombongan itu..dan akhirnya Maha pencipta telah menyedarkan sy..huhu..
Sy bersyukur dgn adanya kejadian ini..sy x b…

One day job

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Assalamualaikum semua..
Dah hampir 2 mggu berlalu tpi baru hari ini sy ingin ceritakan.. One day job..
Ini semua gmbr yg sy snap mse 2 mggu lpas..sy xnk cerita byk sbb sy rasa sgt lucu..hehe






Sebenarnye, sy rasa a bit satisfied dgn gmbr yg sy amek sbb sy cuma guna fon biasa je..one night stay at that flat..semua tuh view dari atas flat..n yg last tuh dari bwh flat..
Sy tak tahu nak cakap pe..sy rasa sy useless skrg..tpi selagi semua keputusan sy direstui keluarga..sy tak akan menyesal mengambilnya..
Itu saja yg sy nk tulis disini..apapon..semua tuh akan tetap jadik kenangan yg indah buat sy..
Salam sayang buat semua..
1:17 May 9, 2012