Kerana Dye..


Assalamualaikum inche blog n semua yg mmbaca..

Hari ini sy terasa ingin menulis sesuatu di sini..hari2 sy dirumah seperti biasa je..terlalu byk peristiwa yg mnyakitkan hati terjadi dan kelihatan tak mungkin akan berakhir selagi masalah tuh tak selesai..

Hati saya rawan n sedih..sy ubati dgn berjalan2 di pekan di kawasan umah sy..bila tiba di perpustakaan hulu Terengganu tdi..hati sy terkenang dia bila sy melihat sebuah novel bertajuk Bumi Cinta..karya penulis ayat2 cinta..dah lama sy carik novel tuh..tak sangka sy jumpe kat pustaka..novel tuh novel islamik..hati sy terus tergerak untuk pinjam meskipun sy tak pasti adakah sy akan membacanya..cuma kerana novel tuh mngingatkan sy kpd dia..seorang kwn sekolah rendah sy…



Dia pernah mngesyorkan sy supaya mmbaca novel tuh..dia boleh dikatakan agak tinggi ilmunya..jadik, sy rasa novel tuh mmg bagus..lgpun dia hantu novel islamik yg mndidik jiwa..tetiba sy teringt dia..naim..kwn skolah rendah yg sy jumpa balik di muka buku..hehe..ternyata ada jugak gunanya muka buku..

Hmm..sy tadi carik kerja kosong tpi xdpt..huhu..kna tggu panggilan dr kdai yg sy pegi tuh..susah nk crik kje kat kawasan umah sy..huhu..tpi sy xkn putus asa..

Byk yg bermain dlm fikiran..pasal konvo pon ada..dgn keadaan skrg kt umah..sy rasa sy xdpt nk suarakan niat sy untuk pegi konvo..huhu..rasanya sy xkn pergi konvo tuk diploma sy..lgpon sy dh pernah graduasi, 2pon without my parents, so it is very hurtful..so, xnk repeat bnde yg sama..hehe..

Hari nie mang hari yg lyn perasaan kot..sy pon tgh dgr lgu kenangan hidupku + ost dejavu di kinabalu..lgu nie ingtkan sy kat dye..dye nie x sama dgn dia kat atas ye..haha..

k.la..sy stop dulu inche blog..sy xnk knangan yg pahit je dlm hidup sy..so, sy akan warnakan nya..hehe..last words, terima kasih Maha Pencipta krna sy masih bernafas hgga hari nie..salam syg dr sy..

22:24
July 8, 2012
Sy masih suke naruto..:P

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