REALITY

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog..

I am writing this because i am tired and want to say something about my life as Nutrition and Dietetics Degree student. It was not a happy life but full of tiredness. sometimes feels like wannna passed out. I am going home today for a Gawai break eventhough I am not celebrating it. I feel happy but at the same time, all the homework, assignments, tutorial are gonna follow me going home. There's is no term as 'holiday with happy ending forever and after' and i really hope that i can manage all the assignments and finished doing all that before coming back to palam. I am praying that my IMAN would be strong enough for me to avoid watching television..huuu...

And at this moment of hecticness and busy weeks and the approching of final week, i am wishing that someone can come and ease or lift a bit burden from me...baekhyun ah, please come and save me..how I wish I can be your friend, we can help each other keeping each other strong..hmmmm

Lastly, ALLAH SWT, My Creator, please keep me strong in this path of becoming a person in charge in dietician or nutritions..huuu.. I want to help other people, but before that I have to help myself first. I need to build up myself with all the knowledge, strength and all the items that is needed for me to fulfill my dreams..

SARANGHAEYO..TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.. I AM VERY2 THANKFUL..:)

TERIMA KASIH...

2:06
May 22, 2014
~I want to be FREE from everything..can i just let it go...

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