Yaiden...


Salam buka bicara...hmm...yaiden..kenangan yang ingin dilupakan tapi akhir2 ini kata hati susah untuk dikatakan tidak..semua muncul satu persatu..bace novel tuh ingat dye..lpas bce novel aA + bB, asik ingat dye terus..barula sedar bahawa hati ini tidak kuat dan tidak bersungguh-sungguh ingin lupakan segala kenangan...kenangan tuh xla banyak, tapi susah je..

Kembali pada pengalaman diri sy...semalam sy tgok harry potter yg k7 part 2...sangat2 best bg sy...sy sgt cemburukan persahabatan dorg..adakah sy juga diberi peluang oleh ALLAH SWT untuk mendapat sahabat seperti harry dpt...??dari dulu, itu yg amat sy cemburui bila bce novel herpot!!!..semoga sy dpt jadik sahabat yg baik kpd sma kwn2 sy..barula sy akan dpat sahabat seperti hermione and ron..sahabat dikala susah dan senang...terima kasih kpd LIHAYAATI MAT ISA...krn sudi dgr luahan hati kecil sy akhir2 nie..kerana dia je yg masih cuti, so dialah jadik mangsa..hahah..

Kpd sahabt sy yang lain, sy xnak bebankan korg krn korg sma bz dgn kerja2 untuk selesaikan course korg...sy amat hargai semua kwn2 sy...kenangan malam tgok harry potter and kenangan dinner pertama sy di kuala pilah..hmm..now,it is nicely save in my memory..sy xpernah pegi dinner sebelum nie...coz selalunya dinner yg sy pegi x campur laki n perempuan..satu pengalaman baru..tersimpan kemas dalam ingatan..semoga ukhuwah itu terus kemas dalam genggaman...

ALLAH SWT sygkan sy..bagi sy cuba dan dpt semua pengalaman yg sy perlukan..yg bagi sy kekuatan untuk terus berada di dunia yg penuh dengan segala macam perkara yg xdpt sy bayangkan..ada indah dlm duka..ada sedih dalam gembira...ada sengsara dalam ketawa..semua mengajar erti sebuah kehidupan..supaya kehidupan itu penuh warna...yang menghidupkan hati setiap insan supaya tidak alpa dengan kurniaan yg diberikan Maha Pencipta...

Ingatlah semua, kurniaan itu ada sebabnya..ada hikmahnya..mengajar kita menghargai setiap detik dan setiap insan yg hadir dalam kehidupan kita supaya sentiasa mengingatiNya..

Terima kasih Maha Pencipta kerana bagi izin kpd sy untuk mengalami setiap warna dalam kehidupan sy..sy ingin hati sy sepenuhnya milik Maha Pencipta tapi sy sedar hati sy tidak sekuat Rabiatul Adawiah...tapi sy berharap hati ini sembuh dan tidak memikirkan dia lagi...biarlah hati dan kenangan itu pecah berkecai andainya itu jalan untuk lupakan segala-galanya...

Akhir kata..sy amat rindukan kwn2 sekolah dulu..rindu korg sgt2!!!!semoga semua dalam redha Ilahi dan mendapat semua yang diinginkan dalam kehidupan yang sekadar perhentian...

~kredit tuk Cik Bam, Ayu , Jlo aka Lia krn bg kenangan yg indah dpr tgok Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow part 2...
Dan kpd sma yg melengkapkan keceriaan mlm dnner scisis....kamsahamida!!!~

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July 31, 2011
Tend to forget evrything that hurting...

Comments

  1. NurJuly 31, 2011 at 4:07 PM

    ameen... slmt mencuba utk lupa... walau gagal b'kali2.. x per.. cuba ag... stiap cubaan kte mkin kuat.. iA..

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  2. lifeasnfa.blogspot.comJuly 31, 2011 at 5:02 PM

    huhu..tapi setiap kali cuba mesti air mata kua..huhu,,sy pasti akan cuba lagi kuat kali nie..huhuuuu

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