Ketentuan Illahi..

Assalamualaikum inche blog..sudah lama kita tak bersua muka..

Coretan kali ini cuma sekadar apa yg sy lalui setakat nie pada semester baru ni..terlalu banyak perkara yg berlaku..ada baik, ada gembira bahagia, ada juga melukakan dan menyakitkan hati..kadang2 sy rasa terlalu banyak emosi yg sy rasai hingga rasa nak jadik heartless untuk semingguuuu...huuu..

Fitrah seorang manusia itu mang penuh dengan perasaan..terlalu banyak kenangan..ada baik dan ada buruk..ada menyenangkan ada menyakitkan..kdg2 sy tkut tkut dgn kenangan..tkut untuk membuat kenangan yg bru..tkut untuk memulakan ikatan yg baru..mungkin sy paranoid atau sy mang paranoid untuk rasa apa yg sy pernah rasa dulu..tpi kadang2, disebabkan apa yg sy dah rasa dulu, membuat sy lebih bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan..membuat sy rasa lebih kuat dan tabah..

Apakah maksud disebalik pertemuan demi pertemuan..takdir kah? jodoh kah? satu peringatan kah?

Adakah Maha Pencipta ingin menguji sy lg dengan ikatan ini..sy ingin jadik kuat dan keluar dri daerah paranoid ini..

Apa yg berlaku ada hikmahnya..dan sy sgt berharap semua yg berlaku nie ada hikmahnya..itu je yg membuat sy bertahan hingga ke penghujungnya...

saya akan bertahan sehingga ke pnghujung cerita..happy endingkah? sad endingkah..?

dan sy amat berharap bila sampai akhirnya, sy masih lagi mampu tersenyum bahagia atas semua pilihan yg telah sy buat dalam mencorakkan masa depan sy..

Berkatilah sy hingga ke penghujungnya Ya Allah..:)

5:44
~sok patho lg..:)

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