Same Things Happen Twice

same things happen twice..
guess what, this time its quicker..
maybe this time also..
i'm not lucky choosing a 'ship'
but boarding it..its not returning back..
ride until the end..
removing attachment..
don't put your trust on the air..
catch it and keep it tight..
hating myself...i should..
for not being able to speak up..
but My Creator always gave me..
strength and love I need..
so..don't hate myself..

so much things to say but no words can describe it..
how's life now..
only My Creator and me know..

23:27
November 27, 2013
~i want to love pathology...

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