Assalamualaikum inche blog and hi..

i feel like i want to write something here to get it off my chest..

i had choices but every choices i made tells me to just go for it but sometimes i am confused..

i got a job finally after waiting for so long..but my heart really don't feel it beacuse it was too far from home..but still i am happy just thinking about all stuff like house rent and transport make me  feel sad and stressful...

i am praying that everything will go smoothly and i always believe in ALLAH swt more than i believe in myself...

June 4, 2017
~9 ramadhan 1438
still thinking hard to solve all my worries...

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New journey…

Assalamualaikum and hai inche blog…

So many time had passed and I didn’t write a single post about how my life had been going on..
So many things happen after I finished my studies..a start of a new journey..

I did get a job after finished study and returned home safely.. I finished study around July 2016, stayed at home for two months, finished taking my driver licenses and finally I get a job on October 2016 at my hometown.. I guess I am lucky..huuu

How I get the job..? It was so unexpected moment, after few days I get my license, I went around looking for a job, part-timer and others available job at my hometown..i did apply for job online, but because I didn’t had my convocation yet at that moment so it was hard for me to find a job suits my education I thought I would grab any job opportunities..hehe.. I was happy actually at that moment..

So I came across a pizza hut store there saying in need of new part-time worker, so I walk in and ask for the job.. I ask a few questions and fill in a form then submit to worker there.. At that moment it was BRO who was there. He seems nice to me (at that moment la). So I thought that the workers there was first impression. He was so nice because he did answer all my questions, the stupid one, the honest one. So, after asking and chat a little bit, then I leave.

The next day, I got a call asking me to go for interview at the store around 5 pm. So, I go and to be short, I got the job. My first official job as pizza hut crew in my own hometown. I did have a job before this but it was not that official. So I feel happy and relieved because finally I had a job. I started working the next two days..hehe..

At first, it was so awkward because I didn’t really know them and all the pizza toppings..forget to mention, my job is as back of head, which is kitchen. I made pizza and all the toppings preparations. It was hard for me at first, but now I am good at all of it. Actually, I can do everything, cashier, kitchen and cleaning..haha..I am already working for about 8 months now. So I am quite master in everything but still few things that I didn’t do such as gas changing..haha..that is men’s work, so would not do it..haha..

As for my coworkers, I had 1 manager, 2 assist manager and one full time worker and another 4 part-timer just like me. After few months passed, I don’t have awkward feeling towards them but the respect still exist..hehe.. to be honest I become more closer to them day by day because I slowly get to know them much better..haha…the malas one, the hardworking one, the slow one.. I also get to know the one that I meet for my first impression. And actually he is way older than me, and that’s why they call him BRO as ‘abang’. He is 30. Haha..i was shocked first when I know that. Then, there is apih, ila, mamat and aman. To be honest, they are super nice and super bad sometimes,,haha..and they are so ‘kuat mengata aka mengumpat’..haha..but I guess it is normal like that..hahah

Working at pizza, you’ll learn to do things fast, especially pizza making because pizza is also a fast food restaurant. The guarantee time for customer is only 10 minutes if the amount of pizza is 1 or 2 but if customer had more than 2 orders, so the time increased. It is actually depends on the pizza and also the side orders. It was a new experience to me and I like it. It helps me to works and finished my job faster. Besides, I also need to have typhoid injection and ‘sijil penyediaan makanan’. I already got both of it, so I got to save my it is good actually to really use my sijil and my it would not be waste to me. Besides, I always want to try working in fast food restaurant, then I got to work in pizza hut was all in ALLAH SWT plan..i am grateful enough that I can earn my own money without troubling my family especially my father..

Last but not least, working always had ups and down..sometimes happy and some other time stressfull..hahaha

So these are the team and my colleagues..these pictures are taken during our small gathering..’makan-makan’..actually it has been few times I got makan-makan since I worked it is really great for me because I did made few friends..working friends..heheh…

I am thankful enough for what I had…thanks My Creator, ALLAH SWT..
May 4, 2017
~while watching Hindustan story.. <3 span="">

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Lelaki macam dia

Assalamualaikum inche blog..

Ok, tajuk di atas adalah based on tv drama yg saya tengok hari ni. Quite surprised saya bole layan sampai habis..sebab saya adalah kaki cerita korea..dan sekarang saya tengah tunggu ‘scarlet heart, Goryeo sbb cerita ni baekhyun berlakon dan juga Hwarang sbb citer ni bts v aka taehyung berlakon. So, I really can’t wait for the drama..heheh..

Kembali pada tajuk balik..lelaki macam dia..cerita ni masih lagi on going, so still tak tahu lagi ending macam mana, but as usual rasanya memang happy ending cuma the way towards the happy ending is what we are waiting..the, last episode yg saya tengok tadi adalah di mana heroin pergi ke persiapan majlis tunang hero…so, sedih la perasaan si heroin sbb tak dapat bertunang dengan hero but heroin tuh cam bodoh jugak sbb pergi persiapan majlis tuh..dah tahu hati sakit, sedih, kecewa, patutnya tak payah la pergi kan..tapi dah ceritanya camtuh..tapi takpe sebab bukan episode last lagi, sbb bila sampai episode last, mesti hero akan bersama heroin jugak just wait for the last episode..

Kalau saya lah,saya cuma akan doakan dari jauh je tuk lelaki yang pernah saya suka tuh..semoga dia bahagia bersama dengan insan pilihan hatinya aka jodoh dia..sbb saya tahu saya pon tak kuat, takut kalu perasaan tuh ada lagi..actually bagus jugak pergi majlis dia, sbb maybe masa tuh baru rasa segala harapan tuh dah tak ada and in my case, it was never was just me and my own feeling..he was never having the same feeling just like is not that, I wait for him, it is just I don’t open my heart for anyone..being in love is not what I want anymore..watching him happy maybe…ahhaha.. actually cam sadis pulak love story saya..

So, my previous love story “sibajubiru”, recently, I text him, got the courage..haha..and now I know that he’s, I guess my heart feel good, I just need to wait for him to get settle is just like waiting your son getting married…haha…ok, maybe my heart’s lying, I don’t know for sure but the excitement waiting for his reply was not there anymore..maybe because I know he’s, now I would never text him anymore..the way he reply the text was like trying to say that ‘I should stop texting him’..he quickly reply that ‘dah ada pilihan hati’ I understand that, so I won’t bother him anymore..i should just delete his contact number..but when I think again, maybe I should keep it for now because network is, the end of my love story…

Actually, I text him and wished him happy birthday because I dream of him these day but only one the dream, he asked a lot about me, but it was just only a dream, in real life, he was never curious about my life…and the thought of never meeting him gave me the courage..hee..i would never meet him, why would I be feeling awkward or, I text him and the end..hahah

So, for lelaki macam dia “sibajubiru”, he is no longer in my life, actually was quite a long time, since exo come into my life, he was already out, but I keep him because he is my friend..i hope and wish you all the happiness and success in life with your love ones..take care sibajubiru..

So, for lelaki macam dia, tv drama, I will watch the last episode..hehe…hopefully it is good, nice and warm ending..

August 7, 2016

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Moments during Degree years, Final Year (PPG)

Assalamualaikum inche blog....

PPG had been named by my closest friend, Akma salleh. Honestly, at first I didn’t really like the name but I just accept it because I’m not that creative to think of another name..haha

So who is PPG members? So, the members are the one with the diploma holder in my class. I guess that how we become close with each other. With the same age, you can talk more freely and without the “kak” in front of your name, you will become more comfortable with each other.

PPG is actually what we called as my gang during my degree. Gang means group of friends, you talk, play, study, housemate and others all together. So here they are..

So many pic, so one behind the scene…hahahha…one of my classmate said that he thought that PPG stand for perempuan-perempuan could him..haha..but such funny thing coz we are crazy sometimes..nature of every human being..

this is not the behind the scene pic but "swag" pic..hahha

Lastly, I searched for a nice and well behaved pic but couldn’t find so, here the pic with one of the lecturer during AGD..

Thanks for being my friend during my degree years. Thanks a millions times..hahah..because I had learned a lot from them..hopefully we will ever meet again chingoo yah...annyeong PPG..

July 29, 2016

~better future ahead please

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Moments during Degree years, Final year (Friends)

Assalamualaikum inche blog…

It has been a very long time since I wrote here…I miss you a lot but I’ve got no idea about what to write and lately my skill in writing had degrading..haha..the feeling of writing was not there..

Ok, but since today title is about “friends”, I better write about them not about myself…

Today I would like to introduce my classmate during my degree years. We are known as Chee5e generation. Why chee5e? Haha..

In my university association, which is NADA we had been requested to name our batch with food and due to my batch are the fifth batch we had decided to name it as Chee5e. Eventhough cheese had been known not too healthy food but it was one of the sources of protein. Thus, if we took it in controlled amount, it won’t become unhealthy food to us. So, Chee5e is a good name. It is delicious and everybody loves it.

These are the memories during my final year specifically after the tough months of clinical attachment.

Annual Grand Dinner 2016 had been organized for us, so here I am with my classmate on 15th of July 2016 with the theme Hawaian, NADA Ohana Luau at De Palma Hotel, Shah Alam.

This is the picture with my sporting lecturer of the night..haha..i will put his name for my references. Hopefully he will remember me as good student and put on good words for me..hehe

During this Pra Graduan Night, not many of my classmates come due to their own personal reasons. People have their own space and we should respect it, so it doesn’t matter to me. This was held at Centro Grand Imperial Ballroom, Klang. It was nice aura, knowing that Uni celebrate the last moment in your study. It was held on 22nd of July, in the middle of Finishing School Module, so it does feel that you are graduating. I like the feeling..hahah..


After finishing the tough clinical attachment, we need to fulfill the university requirement for what we called as Kemahiran Insaniah for Finishing School Module. I had been informed that only a few universities had done this Finishing School Module. Thus, to graduate form Uitm, I had to finished this.

Actually this module did teach us a lot about job hunt, interview and also resume. So, thanks my uni. J
These may and may not be the last moments we are together as cheese. The convocation is the next year, so it is a long way before me meet or we may not meet again. I hope and wish for the best for all of you. Till we met again classmate..

July 29, 2016

~still writing resume

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Dreams and fantasies

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog

The post before this is going down memory lane but now, I want to talk about my dreams and fantasies..haha..i call all of this as dreams and fantasies because it was too good to be true. And It takes real destiny “takdir” for it to become true and reality.

My first dream…

I dream to meet an architect and fall in love and get married to him and have my dream house as a present. It would be very lovable for me. Having my own dream house built by someone so dearly to me. If I did become one of the health professional, I want to meet him as my client or patient. Someone that I care and treat to become better. I guess I had been watching too much korean drama, so I dreamt to meet my love like that. A drama meeting..hahhaa…so much fantasies..

In real life, for me, falling in love is very hard, I guess only “sibajubiru” is successful in entering my heart. So far, for now, I guess I can’t be a health professional yet, I had so mush to much to learn and too much that I need to remember…huuu..but I won’t give up. I did study 4 years in dietetics, so it is such a waste if I didn’t work in that field. So, if my dream comes true, I would be very happy.

In my imagination, an architect would be like matlutfi, kind, full of sense of humor, handsome and cute and also someone who is Islamic.

My second dream…

All my friend said that this is really a fantasies..hahah.. I dream to meet a korean idol, which is someone who can sings, dance and plays music instruments very well..and now I am a fan of BTS..BangtanSeonyungdan..haha,,this season and semester I am in love with their songs. They are so much younger than me in age. I like them, because they made their own music and songs and they tried so hard until their music is being recognized by the world. I am impressed with their hardwork. I want to work as hard as them to achieve my dreams. So one day, I want to go to their fan signing event and have a picture with them. My impossible dream is to become their noona and become their family and friends,

Sometimes, I do dream to have a husband like them, handsome and talented but if I have a husband like them, I would not live in peace because there would be too many fans in their I guess my dreams stops at being their friends.

But if I am able to meet them, maybe I would not become too impressed with their handsomeness. Some people said, the stars looks very beautiful because it is far away but if it is near us, maybe it would not very beautiful. But still if I had the chance to have someone like that as my husband, I would be very grateful. He can sings to me when I’m stressed, play music to me, sings my favourite songs..the only lacking which is the important one is  he is not Islamic. So, the dream is very impossible to become true so it become fantasies.

So, the dream can still be achieved if I want to meet them during fan signing. But, the effort must be large because to meet them is very hard, and until the time I can meet them, maybe at that time, they are not famous like I hope one day I can achieve that dream..

The end for my dream now..
Sometimes, people dream something that is impossible to achieve so that they have the courage and put more effort in achieving it. So the dream become possible to achieve..
I can dream having them in my life but as long as they are idol, I guess their life belong to the public.
Life is not fantasies, it is reality…
#dreams #BTS #midsembreak
November 7, 2015


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A Week At My Umah Sewa..


Ok, this time, I will wrote in malay plus english.. sy dah lama giler tak menulis di blog ni..nak kata busy sgt, busy sgt2 sebab dah tahun akhir, tapi if the passion to write tuh tak ada still xleh nak write jugak.

Seminggu cuti semester ni, I have decided that I won’t go home to my hometown. I stay with one of my housemate. If all of them going home, I guess I will go home too because I am a bit scared to stay alone in my rent house. I do miss my hometown because it has been a long time but thinking all of the tutorial, assignments and all of the papers that I need to finished and submit, so I’ve decided to stay in palam finishing all of it. Once I go home, I won’t be able to do all of that because being home, meaning free of all assignment…haha..that kind of feeling of holiday, not doing anything, just rest and lazy around..

First day

Jadi, cuti hari pertama sy di rumah sewa, sy telah menonton drama melayu tajuk “aku bukan buaya”.  Citer ni agak jiwang, so banyak lagu-lagu melayu yang agak jiwang contohnya lagu hafiz, tapi sy tak ingt pulak tajuk..haha…ingt suara hafiz je..dan sy sendiri tak percaya sy boleh stay tgok cter bertahan sebab citer ni byk sgt lagu-lagu yang sy suka..hehe..lagu afghan..tetiba sy nak tgok pulak cter ni..lagu jodoh pasti bertemu. Dan sy berjaya habiskan tgok drama ni sampai habis. As always, the drama have happy ending. Ok la drama ni bg sy..takla best sgt sbb typical malay drama. In real life, rasanya tak mungkin terjadi kot..haha..i don’t believe in drama and fantasies.hehe

The thing about myself, bila sy dengar lagu jiwang ni, sy akan teringat kisah-kisah zaman dahulu kala tak banyak pengalaman jatuh cinta sbb saya sendiri pon tak tahu cinta tuh macam mana..tapi dalam hidup sy, jatuh cinta tuh pernah sy rasa sbb bagi sy cinta tuh bila sy inginkan yang terbaik untuk org jatuh cinta dgn org yang sy tak pernah mungkin sukakan dia, sayangkan dia, cintakan dia..semuanya mungkin..hahaha

Semasa sy dalam proses sukakan ‘dia’ tuh, nama dia selalu ada dalam doa sy..kadang-kadang bila sy sedih, atau stress, dia akn muncul dalam mimpi sy, buatkan sy mampu tersenyum dalam keadaan yg stress.. sy tak tahu knp sy sgt suka doakan dia, Allah swt kata, jika kita sukakan seseorang, kita doakan yg terbaik untuk dia. Sepanjang dia di sana, sy selalu doakan dia. Hoping the best for him and let him always in the right path. Sy panggil dia “sibajubiru” sbb one of my friend called him that..haha..Actually, he looks very nice wearing blue colour of baju melayu. That is why he is named as “sibajubiru”.

Lama-kelamaan, hati sy makin sembuh, nama ‘dia’ tak lagi berada dalam doa sy. Kita tak boleh sukakan manusia lebih daripada kita sukakan ALLAH SWT. Mungkin hati sy dah sembuh, sy tak lagi sukakan dia..bila sy dengar he is good now. I guess I stop liking and just wishing all the best for him. Sy gembira kenali dia sbb sy belajar, erti rindu, erti sayang, erti inginkan yang terbaik untuk dia, erti tak kisah bila dia tak pernah sukakan sy. Dulu mungkin sy sedih dan kisah, tapi sekarang itu semua dah tak penting. Zaman cintan-cintun ni dah berlalu dalam hidup sy. The phase is gone already..

Sekarang focus sy hanyalah untuk habiskan belajar and contribute something to the community especially to my family and loved ones.
#sibajubiru #midsembreak
November 7, 2015

~first day mid sem break

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