Kehidupan Seorang Hawa

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog..it has been a while since the last post. Lately I am under extreme discomfort and stress. I have been thinking too much and too hard. I guess I think 200 miles ahead what happened now. I thought about all the consequences and everything. So, to overcome and actually run from all the stress, for this weekend, I’ve been watching Korean drama entitled kill me heal me. It is a story about a man with dissociative personality disorder also known as multiple personality disorder. As I already know the plot, I was hoping the story to move faster but actually for me, each episodes have their own strong part. I loved every episode starting from episode one. And also for every episode, there is sadness. Sometimes it overwhelmed me and I cry. This drama helps me tears down and release all the unnecessary feeling I am having. The hero is ji sung and the heroin is hwang jun eun if I didn’t misspelled their name. their chemistry is very good and I liked i...

"some people learn from mistakes, but some aren't" "sometimes when you think you know that person, you're wrong because people change through time" "if you can have negative thoughts about me, why can't I, it is a decision" "why you want to know how I feel, when you never tell me yours" "why you questioning my act , when I never questioning yours" "how long can you keep it until you lose it while your heart no longer in it" "why questioning the change of heart when you can't never control it" "why questioning the past when you can't never change it" "why gave forgiveness, when your heart can't truly accept the fact" "why seek forgiveness, when you don't truly feel the guilty of what you did" "why need a reason, when you can't see and accept it, it'll become an excuse" "when you think negative all the time, all you ...

Assalamualaikum ince blog.. Too much things happen but today i want to tell you how i have been thinking.. Bila waktu susah sesorang itu tidak bersama kita, adakah wajar untuk kita bergantung harap padanya lagi bila kita susah, bila kita perlukan teman untuk berbicara. Maka, bila itu terjadi, saya tidak lagi mengharap dia berkata, "awak ok ke?nak saya tolong tak?". Dengan sendirinya saya faham, saya tak bole berkongsi rasa dan berharap dia akan cuba memahami saya. Saya tak perlu lagi berharap pada satu pengharapan palsu. Saya penat, maka saya cari seseorang yang bole membantu saya tak kira masa bila saya perlukan pertolongan. Hanya dia yang bertanya,"awk ok ker? Sy bole tolong awak kalau awk nak". Maka, bila saya rasa amat dan perlukan pertolongan dari seorang insan, saya akan minta pertolongan dari dia. Sepanjang saya di palam, bagi saya ini adalah masalah yang sy perlu berkongsi walaupun pada luaran, saya nampak ok. Pertama, waktu laptop sy rosak, saya sedih ...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.. I'm back in palam pursuing the dream..and when i took a bus coming here..i still feel a bit scared due to the accident thatvhad occured to me before..trauma i think.. I thought about lots of things and finally i managef to sleep..even when i travelled with my friend beside me, i still feel unsecure and uncomfortable thinking about sort of things that could ever happen..thankfully i am safely arrived here..pursuing and finishing what i have started.. Things will get better..i will get over this.. Thanks My Creator for always be with me.. #themeaningofalwaystogether #AllahSWT #trauma

I learn that people don't like it when you talk too much, so i learnt to be quiet... I learn that you can't expect others to understand you, so i learnt to understand myself... I learn that people don't always care about your feelings, so i learnt to put myself first and don't care about others feelings... I learn that people don't like critics about their favourite stuff or things, so i learnt to be quiet... I learn that you can't always depend on others, so i learnt to keep my problems only to my self... I learn that you can't also depend on your friends, so i learnt to stand on my own two feet... I learn that you can't always depend on your family, so i learnt not to share my problem with them and stand alone... I learn that your life and my life is different, so learnt to be open minded and not prejudice... I learn that things happen for a reason, so i learnt to be positive and patience.. I learn that people always have their own reason for ...

Assalamualaikum inche blog. Syawal 1435/2014 telah menjelma dan semua umat Islam telah menyambut dgn gembira. Hati sy rasa sayu mengenangkan Ramadhan yg telah pergi. Bolehkah sy bertemu dgn Ramdhan lg thun depan. Semoga ALLAH SWT panjangkan usia kita semua supaya kita dapat bertemu lg dgn Ramdhan yg akan datang. Ni sebahagian gambar-gambar hari raya saya pada syawal 1435 kali ini.. ~bersama hero sy ~wo de jia ~keluarga sy ~adik-adik sy tersayang ~adik nilam Semoga kita semua dapat bertemu lagi dgn Ramadhan dan sywal yg akan dating.. Salam syawal dan salam sy dari sy..NFA aka Balqis Abdullah.. 15:39 Syawal 7/ 1435 August 3, 2014 ~pray for GAZA and Palestin…

Assalamualaikum inche blog, anneyongg.. It’s about SiBajuBiru again..i need to write it here because if I didn’t I’ll keep thinking about it. These few months I’ve been trying to clean my heart from him and I guess I succeed with baekhyun help. He helps me a lot in getting sibajubiru out of my heart. Finally I managed to forget about him. Inche blog, on the third day of hari raya I realized he had left a message, a hari raya wish to me on my fb. He wished on the second day of hari raya this year. I am very2 super shocked to see the message. I didn’t expect him to say hi to me after a very long time. He is already in Malaysia now and I didn’t even wish his birthday on the 23. I do remember but I didn’t wish his birthday because he is no longer in my heart and I am trying to erase everything about him in my heart. I am forgetting everything about him, all the memories about him. That’s why I forget all the things about him because I don’t want him to be someone special in my hea...