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Ari ni jumpe ramai jugak la kawan sekolah rendah dulu...tapi ade jugak yg sy x add..jumpe dorg sma kat fb..ade jugak gunanya FB tuh walaupun satu ketika dulu sy rasa mcm nk tutup je FB tuh..huhu..rasa nk kurangkan sikit dosa sy dan xnak kenal org len lagi..tapi skrg rasa FB tuh penting sgt tuk teruskan ukhuwah yg telah putus satu ketika dulu..dan sy sgt sayangkan ukhuwah itu...hmm..

Betol lah kan aturan ALLAH SWT tuh xde spe yg bole agak pe yg akan berlaku in the future..setiap langkah dan tindakan kita ada kesannya pada kehidupan kita sama ada jangka masa pendek atau panjang..sekalipun, sy xla rapat sgt dengan kwn sekolah rendah tapi ade jugak rasa rindu yg bertamu..dorg de buat reunion tapi sy xpernah pegi krn sy xnak ingt kenangan skolah rendah..sy rasa sedih bila ingat...sy x rasa pon ingin kembali k skolah rendah...sy cuma rasa ingin kembali ke skolah menengah..kenangan waktu sy sgt naif dan xtahu apa2..time tuh sy asik kna buli je..kna buli mesti nangis...sy benci diri sy time skolah rendah..rasa mcm x berdaya giler...hmm

Tapi bila mula langkah ke skolah menengah sy jadik kuat..sy da x takut pada org sekeliling sy..sy mengajar hati sy supaya kuat tuk hadapi segalanya dalam jalan sy menuju ALLAH SWT...sy da x nangis lagi...ALLAH SWT hantar sy ke skolah asrama penuh supaya sy kuat tuk diri sy dan adik2 sy..sy sayang sgt2 kat Maha Pencipta sy..Dia bagi segalanya yg sy perlukan dalam menempuh kehidupan sy kat dunia nie...Dia ajar sy tuk bangkit dan terus melangkah meskipun pahit..sy juga yakin bahawa setiap pahit yg sy dapat akn dibalas dgn manis even sy pon xtahu bila dan bagaimana sy akn dapat rasa kemanisan tuh...tapi sy tetap yakin dgn DIA...

Sesungguhnya jalan yg ALLAH SWT tetapkan tuk kita adalah yg terbaik dan sesuai dgn kemampuan kita...sy nak hati sy hanya untukNYA...sembuhlah wahai hati...

Salah seorang kwn sy pernah kata jgn persoalkan ape yg kita dapat dan jgn toleh ke belakang dan jgn menyesal dgn pilihan yg kita pilih..serahkan segala-galanya pada ALLAH SWT bila kita telah mencuba yg terbaik dgn jalan yg kita pilih...bagi sy dialah kwn sy yg paling redha dgn ketentuan ALLAH SWT padanya..2la yg buat sy sgt respect kat dye...tapi sy suka sgt gaduh dgn dye..dah memang hobi kowt..hmmm...

setiap ukhuwah yg sy dapat dari Maha Pencipta sy syg sgt2...semoga ukhuwah itu terus subur dgn keredhaan ALLAH SWT...semoga ukhuwah itu dpt sy jaga dan pegang sebaik mungkin dengan izinNYA..

Sy cuma inginkan ukhuwah itu terus jadik milik sy walaupun hanya dalam doa..sy selau doakan dia..dan semoga dia sentiasa berada dlm limpahan rahmat ALLAH SWT..sy sygkan persahabatn ini..semoga ia kekal hingga ke akhirnya....wassalam...

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