DC.AM



Assalamuaikum...
Seorang sahabat, seorg kwn, seorang kwn yg sentiasa bagi mesej2 ilmiah + peringatan..rase rindu kat dye..rasa cam ukhuwah itu da makin jauh even masih ada atas dasar friend kt fb..hanya sy je yg tahu nama tuh coz sy save no dye guna nama tuh...tapi sekarang sy da xde no dye...dye pnah bagi tapi sy da x simpan da coz dye da jauh dari sy..dye kat sebuah tempat yg jauh dari sy..yg membolehkan ktorg ym..tapi 2 dulu..dulu sy on9 ym pon sbb nak tgok de x offline msj dari dye...tapi skrg x lagi..sy da x bukak ym sy lagi..bia mcm tuh jer...lgpon sy masih lagi bole contact kwn2 kat M’sia guna handphone..so ukhuwah tuh remains as it was before...nothing change..but people always change for goods...i accept that...

DC.AM..means DOC AM..harap2 dia akn dpt capai impian dye tuk jadik seorang doktor..setelah dye kat sana contact pon terputus la secara nyata..tapi ukhuwah xkan terputus krn dia selalu ada dalam doa sy..skrg sy faham bila jauh, ukhuwah tuh ada cuma x seperti dulu..dan apa yg sy rasa juga makin hilang..Alhamdulillah...sy lupakan perasaan terhadap dia pon senang.. sy rasa same goes to dia yg sy cuba lupakan akhir2 nie..bila dia fly nati sy lagi senang lupakan dia..semoga dengan itu hati sy akan sembuh sepenuhnya..ameen...

Satu peringatan tuk diri sy, hargailah setiap insan yg hadir dalam hidup ini..setiap insan tuh amat berharga..dan sy amat bertuah kerana menemui sahabat2 sy yg sy ada sekarang...

Akhir kata sy harap sy akn jumpa seseorang yg bila sy tgok dye, sy akn terus teringat ALLAH SWT..yg mengingatkan sy untuk siapa sy bernafas di bumi ini...hanya untuk The Only One..seorang sahabat yg akan menemani kehidupan sy hingga ke akhirnya...seorang sahabat..nothing more..i didn’t ask much..just a simple person that understand me by who i am and be by my side till the end...


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Ramdhan 8, 1432

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