Kebetulan atau Takdir???

Assalamualaikum mlm2 nie..
sy terasa nk tulis sesuatu disini...cuma apa yg sy rasa..
mungkin cuma sy yg rasa semua perkara mcm dibuat2..tpi mungkin sebenarnya mungkin itu cuma satu kebetulan dan takdir..
takdir ALLAH SWT spe yg tahu kan..
tapi perasaan juga tak dapat dielakkan..
sy ingin buang satu perasaan yg bukan milik sy
tpi ia tak semudah ungkapan
tak semudah makan nasi..hmm
"one of the most difficult task in life is removing someone from your heart"
sy kalu boleh xnk buang spe2 dari hati sy
tpi klu mnyakitkan lebih baik buang..hmm

mencari permata di ribuan kaca mang susah..
merawat luka dari terkena kaca senang tpi parutnya susah nk hilang
kena guna bio oil atau ubat parut
tpi klu parut dihati camner??
klu luka kat tempat parut yg sma camner??
adakah hanya biarkan dan rawat tuk kali kedua??
Maha Pencipta
berikan hati ini kekuatan untuk menutup semua luka
sebelum meninggalkan UiTM nie..
sy ingin tggalkan UiTM nie dgn kenangan yg akan buat sy tersenyum kembali
bukan kenangan yg akn buat sy benci dan sedih..
hati terasa sayu bila rasa cuma lagi 1 bulan disini..
tpi ETR n BIO pon menyumbang hati sayu jugakk..
Buat sesiapa yg baca entry nie, tlong doakan sy dapat 
keputusan yg baik untuk akhir sem nie..
Aminn..
semoga kalian sma mendapat keberkatan dalam hidup ini 
dan semoga kejayaan berada dalam genggaman..
:))
salam sayang..:DD


2:01
February 29, 2012
fate or just coincidence...

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