Kehidupan Seorang Hawa

Assalamualaikum and hi.. Todau is the first day of Syawal and marked the first time i celebrate raya without my family..huu.. I don't feel like raya at all..it feels plain and empty and none. I do video call with my family in the morning..and my mom and dad called me first to wish Selamat Hari Raya..huu..the sadness already gone..just heartless..feeling happy that my family wish me first in the morning..huuu After done vc with my family, i go visit H's family..he picked me up and we go to his house by grab and he paid also.. everything was okay until i ask him to change his dp with our pic. I also stayed at his house until maghrib. We perform solat maghrib together with his family, his cousin, abg saudara become the imam. The food was nice and warm my heart.. I got to eat lemang.. the lemang and chicken rendang pic of him Then, after a while, i went home. He sent me by grab and ride home with his motorcyle. Then i ask him to change pic and he refused saying that i shouldn't...

Dear my blog..so long till last time i wrote here...i am so missing u.. still in kl..

Hi harry, on my last day off which is on Thursday, I had been going out with the lovely ain. I ddn’t go to my sister’s house because she went back to Terengganu for school holiday and I am super duper jealous of her…huu…so I am alone hereby myself.. so I had decided to go out with ain to go sight seeing at KL eventhough I am not feeling too well.. I had diarrhea, a bad one and also a headache..huu… but due to I need to learn to take on lrt which is a public transport since i don't have my own transports and it is easier and much cheaper, so I decided to learn from ain.. We went by ktm and we choose the hop and off bus..these all are the picture taken during the tour..hahah..i am so shocked to know that ain is someone that so into taking pictures,,ahah..she tooks picture everywhere..haha..so glad I know her.. 07:49 March 27, 2018 ~I’ll continue later because the pictures are not in this lappy yet..hahah so the pictures are all below.... the tickets for the ...

Assalamulaikum and Hi, it has been like forever since the last day I posted on my blog. I am currently in KL and to be specific in Mid Valley Megamall. I worked here for almost 4 months now and time sure flies so fast. This is my third job and that’s why the title above is “3 rd Job”. So far, I feel happy and good working here. I worked in a place that I never imagined, in a mall. I see so many people everyday and there’s nothing special about working in a mall and in KL because I had already get used to it. Furthermore I am not the shopping type person. So it feels normal and ordinary for me. This new job gave me lots of new experience, I get to meet diversity of people everyday, 90% of them are foreigner. Some are very nice and well-mannered and there were also some that is so rude and deserve a word of wisdom..hahah.. At first, I don’t really understand what my job scope is but after being here for four months, I finally get it. It is totally weird if I still ...

Assalamualaikum inche blog and hi.. i feel like i want to write something here to get it off my chest.. i had choices but every choices i made tells me to just go for it but sometimes i am confused.. i got a job finally after waiting for so long..but my heart really don't feel it beacuse it was too far from home..but still i am happy just thinking about all stuff like house rent and transport make me  feel sad and stressful... i am praying that everything will go smoothly and i always believe in ALLAH swt more than i believe in myself... 12:54 June 4, 2017 ~9 ramadhan 1438 still thinking hard to solve all my worries...

Assalamualaikum and hai inche blog… So many time had passed and I didn’t write a single post about how my life had been going on.. So many things happen after I finished my studies..a start of a new journey.. Okay, I did get a job after finished study and returned home safely.. I finished study around July 2016, stayed at home for two months, finished taking my driver licenses and finally I get a job on October 2016 at my hometown.. I guess I am lucky..huuu How I get the job..? It was so unexpected moment, after few days I get my license, I went around looking for a job, part-timer and others available job at my hometown..i did apply for job online, but because I didn’t had my convocation yet at that moment so it was hard for me to find a job suits my education level..so I thought I would grab any job opportunities..hehe.. I was happy actually at that moment.. So I came across a pizza hut store there saying in need of new part-time worker, so I walk in and as...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.. Ok, tajuk di atas adalah based on tv drama yg saya tengok hari ni. Quite surprised saya bole layan sampai habis..sebab saya adalah kaki cerita korea..dan sekarang saya tengah tunggu ‘scarlet heart, Goryeo sbb cerita ni baekhyun berlakon dan juga Hwarang sbb citer ni bts v aka taehyung berlakon. So, I really can’t wait for the drama..heheh.. Kembali pada tajuk balik..lelaki macam dia..cerita ni masih lagi on going, so still tak tahu lagi ending macam mana, but as usual rasanya memang happy ending cuma the way towards the happy ending is what we are waiting..the storyline..so, last episode yg saya tengok tadi adalah di mana heroin pergi ke persiapan majlis tunang hero…so, sedih la perasaan si heroin sbb tak dapat bertunang dengan hero but heroin tuh cam bodoh jugak sbb pergi persiapan majlis tuh..dah tahu hati sakit, sedih, kecewa, patutnya tak payah la pergi kan..tapi dah ceritanya camtuh..tapi takpe sebab bukan episode last lagi, sbb bila sampai ep...

Assalamualaikum inche blog.... PPG had been named by my closest friend, Akma salleh. Honestly, at first I didn’t really like the name but I just accept it because I’m not that creative to think of another name..haha So who is PPG members? So, the members are the one with the diploma holder in my class. I guess that how we become close with each other. With the same age, you can talk more freely and without the “kak” in front of your name, you will become more comfortable with each other. PPG is actually what we called as my gang during my degree. Gang means group of friends, you talk, play, study, housemate and others all together. So here they are.. So many pic, so one behind the scene…hahahha…one of my classmate said that he thought that PPG stand for perempuan-perempuan gila..haha..how could him..haha..but such funny thing coz we are crazy sometimes..nature of every human being.. this is not the behind the scene pic but "swag...

Assalamualaikum inche blog… It has been a very long time since I wrote here…I miss you a lot but I’ve got no idea about what to write and lately my skill in writing had degrading..haha..the feeling of writing was not there.. Ok, but since today title is about “friends”, I better write about them not about myself… Today I would like to introduce my classmate during my degree years. We are known as Chee5e generation. Why chee5e? Haha.. In my university association, which is NADA we had been requested to name our batch with food and due to my batch are the fifth batch we had decided to name it as Chee5e. Eventhough cheese had been known not too healthy food but it was one of the sources of protein. Thus, if we took it in controlled amount, it won’t become unhealthy food to us. So, Chee5e is a good name. It is delicious and everybody loves it. These are the memories during my final year specifically after the tough months of clinical attachment. Annual Grand Dinn...

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog The post before this is going down memory lane but now, I want to talk about my dreams and fantasies..haha..i call all of this as dreams and fantasies because it was too good to be true. And It takes real destiny “takdir” for it to become true and reality. My first dream… I dream to meet an architect and fall in love and get married to him and have my dream house as a present. It would be very lovable for me. Having my own dream house built by someone so dearly to me. If I did become one of the health professional, I want to meet him as my client or patient. Someone that I care and treat to become better. I guess I had been watching too much korean drama, so I dreamt to meet my love like that. A drama meeting..hahhaa…so much fantasies.. In real life, for me, falling in love is very hard, I guess only “sibajubiru” is successful in entering my heart. So far, for now, I guess I can’t be a health professional yet, I had so mush to much to ...

Assalamualaikum… Ok, this time, I will wrote in malay plus english.. sy dah lama giler tak menulis di blog ni..nak kata busy sgt, busy sgt2 sebab dah tahun akhir, tapi if the passion to write tuh tak ada still xleh nak write jugak. Seminggu cuti semester ni, I have decided that I won’t go home to my hometown. I stay with one of my housemate. If all of them going home, I guess I will go home too because I am a bit scared to stay alone in my rent house. I do miss my hometown because it has been a long time but thinking all of the tutorial, assignments and all of the papers that I need to finished and submit, so I’ve decided to stay in palam finishing all of it. Once I go home, I won’t be able to do all of that because being home, meaning free of all assignment…haha..that kind of feeling of holiday, not doing anything, just rest and lazy around.. First day Jadi, cuti hari pertama sy di rumah sewa, sy telah menonton drama melayu tajuk “aku bukan buaya”.  Citer ni agak ...

Assalamualaikum and hi inche blog..it has been a while since the last post. Lately I am under extreme discomfort and stress. I have been thinking too much and too hard. I guess I think 200 miles ahead what happened now. I thought about all the consequences and everything. So, to overcome and actually run from all the stress, for this weekend, I’ve been watching Korean drama entitled kill me heal me. It is a story about a man with dissociative personality disorder also known as multiple personality disorder. As I already know the plot, I was hoping the story to move faster but actually for me, each episodes have their own strong part. I loved every episode starting from episode one. And also for every episode, there is sadness. Sometimes it overwhelmed me and I cry. This drama helps me tears down and release all the unnecessary feeling I am having. The hero is ji sung and the heroin is hwang jun eun if I didn’t misspelled their name. their chemistry is very good and I liked i...

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